i definitely need to have carefree Fridays

CONCLAVE took a shocking turn in the end... such a great film. the ending is definitely not for everyone.

my bf tbh

dune prophecy episode 4 got me tweakin'!

truly wanna watch Wicked at the cinemas but people have been saying fans are making it a karaoke place. huge turn-off. will just have to wait for it online and have subtitles. can't hear without subtitles anyway

men disgust me in all ways, always

allow me to talk shit about myself, no one does it better

a lot of self hate going on in me

today i am deeply grateful for every human being, especially artists. their incredible talents, expressed through songs, music, films, poetry, art, games, and more, connecting us in meaningful ways.

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oh, how i miss being called 'Miss Awit' in the hallways. i often took it for granted, feeling embarrassed when they shouted my name during line formations—only to realize now how much i miss it.

the first time i was pressured to change a student's grade so they could pass, my stomach churned. even after providing additional activities and remedials, they still couldn't meet the standards. i had no choice, i'm just an ordinary teacher. these are just some of the many horrors in PH education.

25 and unemployed...

getting that DD (double disappointment)

i kinda wish we'd have another lockdown... without covid and the deaths... just the 2 meters rule, and no one can go out unless you have an ID

og kinsa pa to imong gi expect na mo support nimo, mao pa una mo duot og saway nimo.

i don't understand why they're treating me this way. kayata mao diay ni feeling sa failure? failure jud nako nga pagka anak nga ning resign ko? nga wa nakoy trabaho? kayata lainas buot. tabla rag ingnan tag wa nakay pulos aning balaya ga dungag lang kas dimalas aning kinabuhia.

before ko mapalamunin napud ako baya nag gasto dires balay. mag hatag jud kog pang grocery every sweldo. ako mag bayad sa kuryente, tubig, og pldt. nya ingnan lang kog "hilas ra kayo ka wa na baya kay trabaho" (???) fuck this shit. maypag gi ako nalang ko ni tanan akoang sweldo. kayata.

hoping others don't get to feel this type of feeling. i was always the one who cared less about my parents' words pero this hurt me in ways that it shouldn't. i understand that it means ma palamunin napud ko but they don't have to rub it on my face.

my mom is really holding it against me who's about to be unemployed in the next few months... they don't understand the amount of stress and how i am emotionally and mentally drained with my work. wa lang sila kibaw.

i am finally leaving my current workplace... i thought the agony would end, turns out, parents hate their kids for being unemployed. thinking about leaving the house too.

got really upset and triggered with what my dad said 2 nights ago, and i told my mom i'm planning to leave the house. God grant me the courage to do it this time.

all these self-awareness and for what

of course i'm a gradeschool teacher, i sacrifice my vocal chords daily.

i wish i could go back to the time when i felt like i learned something new every day... because lately, i haven't been gaining any

February is such a wack month

that trending controversial video posted by a parent about a teacher hurting their child is so one-sided. YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOUR CHILDREN IS LIKE THE CLASSROOM UNTIL YOU ASK. yes, teaching is hard. especially because it involves disciplining children who aren't disciplined at home.

15 days of NO INTERNET CONNECTION AND LANDLINE. modem is fucking broken too, it won't turn on anymore. received 4 repair tickets, and they closed it all. good bye and fuck you, PLDT.

ever since i graduated, i felt this need to have a job right away bc i'm now of an age where i should provide for myself. yet now i'm in my flight mode. i don't want to work anymore, but i also don't want to rely on my parents for financial support. guess whose in her-lost-potential-drained-era

ever since i graduated, i felt this need to have a job right away bc i'm now of an age where i should provide for myself. yet now i'm in my flight mode. i don't want to work anymore, but i also don't want to rely on my parents for financial support. guess whose in her-lost-potential-drained-era