Omg I just realized my face was still on here when I thought I deleted it fuck my life killing myself RIGHT NOW
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My intake was upped by my dietitian itβs so over πππππ
Are we fucking with the new theme yes or yes
Still ghosts/whites/greys/silvers/blues of course but something differentβ¦
I think it might be time for a new themeβ¦.
Sick and tired of being sick and tired
The blind weight of despair and hell
Dude Iβm in the same exact boat. Praying for both of us π€β€οΈβπ©Ήβ€οΈβπ©Ή
Holy shit that is impressive. Congrats!!
You have to be in a routine eating style recovery for a long time before you can actually intuitively eat, cuz when people have eating disorders, they lose hunger/fullness cues, which is critical for intuitive eating
Please stay safe! I hope everything passes through okay with as minimal damage as possible. Sending love π©Άπ©Ά
Guess who got put on a 1-1!!!! ITS SO OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My dietitian is really worried but all I feel is affirmed. That is so. Fucked.
I feel like I will never be sick enough. My orthostatics literally show my heart rate jumping from 56-100 something when I sit up from laying down so obviously somethingβs wrong but I still donβt feel sick enough
I have my admission interview with the inpatient facility at noon today, wish me luck. Iβm so anxious I want to cry
I want to purge so bad UGHHHHHHH
I need to lose all my belly fat RIGHT NOW
I feel so gross and ashamed. Why do I do this to myself.
I ate almost all of my dinner and I am so disgusted. I want to purge so bad I feel disgusting and gross and angry at myself
I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be
Real asf
Hi moot!!!
Nobody talks about how deadly Ana farts are oh my god THE GI ISSUES ARE SO BAD
Text from my Grandmother. Actually want to cry oh my god.
Pop tart of evil and doom
I want to purge so bad oh my god
Give me 45 minutes and a toilet and Iβm having the best worst time of my life