I drew the new fire type Pokémon starter: Pombon! I love this fire puppy so much. Heckin good pupper.
#pokemon #fanart #pombon #pokemonwindsandwaves #traditionalart

I did a little redraw of Deku’s face. I love him so much. 🥰
#izukumidoriya #sketchbook

Thanks so much!

I drew the new Pokémon grass type starter, Browt!!! Such a precious little baby.
#browt #pokemon #fanart

A sketch of the character Hawks from My Hero Academia. He is smiling and happy! This is a black and white piece drawn from reference in the manga by Kohei Horikoshi.

Getting back into drawing. Here’s a sketch of Hawks! I love studying Horikoshi’s art. He is SO skilled. Great practice. Huzzah!
#fanart #myheroacademia #hawks

An itty bitty dragon tattoo. It is all black, a silhouette. And the skin around it is red because it just got done.

Tattoo of a sound wave on my wrist. Based on the tattoo Mitsuki has in the manga “The Guy She Was Interested Wasn’t A Guy At All.”

I have a tiny dragon under my collar bone! I also have a squiggly sound wave on my wrist!

Photo of my television screen at the beginning of Pokémon Leaf Green which I am playing on my Nintendo Switch. The speech box says “Now tell me. Are you a boy? Or are you a girl?” With the selections being either BOY or GIRL. this is a struggle as I am gender fluid and stressed over what to choose.

*cries in gender fluid*

I’ve decided I’m going to get my first tattoo this year. It’s gonna be the one that Mitsuki has in “The Guy She Was Interested In Wasn’t A Guy At All.” I fricking love it. Music has always been a huge part of my life and having a sound wave just makes sense. I’m terrified and excited. 😅

Hello guys!!!
I'm finally able to open commissions again! updated my prices since I'm trying stay afloat :D
Shares and reposts are HIGHLY appreciated ❤️

✨Info link and form: marmarlavenders.carrd.co#commissions

#commissions #digitalart #commissionsopen

A vinyl sticker designed by myself with the word “FWOP” which is an onomatopoeia used in many Yaoi manga and manhwa stories.

My FWOP drawing is now a sticker and it’s absolutely amazing. 😂😂😂 It’ll be available in my shop soon.
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#yaoi #bl #boylove #sticker #fwop

A drawing of the Pokémon Trubbish. It has geometric shapes and lines for texture. Drawn by Mel Bredthauer. Very derpy. Very cute.

Yesterday I drew a Trubbish. Huzzah!
#trubbish #fanart #pokemon

Oh he IS a pretty boy. I love a great pretty boy.

I said I would get back to art content. 😂 I drew a penis on my brother’s wedding getaway car. Just like Gojo would have wanted.

My brother is getting married tomorrow and I wanted to try curlers in my hair overnight. Enjoy.
I should get back to art content…

I’ve been sick this last week, so not much art. I did finally catch Arceus in Pokémon Legends Arceus though. 🎉

Went to a bachelorette party tonight for my future sister-in-law and met her gorgeous lesbian cousin and let’s just say I was gay panicking the entire time.

A drawing of the word “FWOP” which is an onomatopoeia used in many BL and Yaoi manga, manhwa, and graphic novels. The letters are green with shiny highlights and look similar to balloon letters. Behind the word is an orange explosion similar to the superhero genre onomatopoeia. This is an original design by Mel Bredthauer and will soon be a heavy duty vinyl sticker.

I have completed a Yaoi masterpiece. The “FWOP!” Soon to be a sticker. Drawn using Prismacolor premier colored pencils and a paint pen. 😎 did not mean to use BakuDeku colors but realized halfway through. I guess that ship lives in my soul. 😅
#bl #yaoi #fwop

The last few days the only time I’ve been able to draw is after my kids are all in bed. Which means I’ve been staying up WAY too late. And haven’t been getting enough sleep. I gotta figure out a better time to draw. 🌝

I’m working on a very ridiculous art project and I’m flipping loving it. I’m not ready to share it online yet, but I am VERY excited for when I am. It’s… an 18+ sticker design.

A drawing of the Pokémon Oshawott. It is drawn with a geometric design for texturing and a variety of shades of color. Mostly blues but yellow for his little seashell.

I have finished another project! This one is Oshawott. I’ve been focusing on making to draw every day and it’s been very fun and brings such joy to my day!

There is nothing more validating than a kindergartner asking me if I’m a boy or a girl. 😎

A drawing with the word “authentic” in the center. Geometric shapes are striped in the background. Colors are in rainbow order going clockwise around the drawing. This was drawn using alcohol markers, colored pencils, and sharpies. This piece is to inspire me, the creator, to be more authentic in the year 2026!

First project of 2026 completed! This is a personal project. This year I want to focus on being authentic in everything I do and I wanted to draw something I can look at every day to inspire myself.

I started watching Yuri on Ice for the first time and guys I am INSPIRED.

Goodreads books in review thing for 2025. I read 140 books totaling 31,471 pages. Most of what I read is manga and graphic novels, but there were a good number of full novels as well. Books are great. I also branched out to read some genres I don’t normally read. Which was neat.

I read MANY books in 2025. I love books. Most of it was manga. Like 20 actual novels. Which is still a shit ton of novels. It was a good year. Not expecting to read as much this year, but hoping to hit 100.

My ex-husband was upset when we were hiking with our 2 two young kids, (3 and 6), and I was fucking PREGNANT and he didn’t like how slow I was hiking. I learned to HATE hiking with that man. And I realized that I’ve always been a slow hiker. I’m learning to enjoy hiking again. With the right people.

Me! Wearing a Santa hat that I crocheted. It’s very warm and I am proud of it. I didn’t use a pattern, just figured it out as I went. I did have to pull out a bunch of stitches about halfway through, but I got it done. Huzzah!

The last few days I’ve been working on crocheting myself a Santa hat. I wanted a nice one so I figured I’d make one. Huzzah! Merry Christmas! Happy yule! And Happy holidays!

Got after my dad this morning for putting a picture of me and my children into ai for a “cute Christmas photo.” 😐 Im so tired of AI. I hate it so much. I just want to draw art and not be afraid of my dream job disappearing into shit while the environment collapses.

A sketch of Izuku Midoriya

I have more Deku sketches, but most of them are not that great… trying drawing him in different styles is hard. Good practice, but it’s hard. Here’s a happy little Izuku!

I hope it gets better for you. From one queer artist to another, I’m sending positive vibes your way. 🌈

I’m so sorry you are struggling so much. I’ve been there. It seems like it never ends. Then eventually it kind of gets better. Or you find someone or something that gives you the will to live. Hang in there. Which I know is easier said than done. But I see you and I know how hard it is.