quick everyone listen to @thatguttershow.bsky.social

guess who caught themself in this loop again ✌️ being aware of it does help me, because then i can focus on ways to stop doing the compulsion

this is the reason humans invented religions. we have a drive to understand and explain and a habit of mysticising what we can’t comprehend. all humans are vulnerable to these ways of thinking. it's why cults catch people from all walks of life, all types of educated

today i gave em another example of a word i didnt realise i'd swapped letters around in and i was like huh more evidence of possible dyslexia and em was like how much more do u need. i think u have dyslexia

Hi lovelies, would anyone be able and willing to spot me about $70-80 to buy a home blood pressure monitor? My BP has been hiking again and I need to keep an eye on it. Appreciate u all and thank u so so much to everyone who has shared or donated to my GFM, it means the world 💚 paypal.me/svdavies96

also just fucking terrible at sticking to a schedule or returning to writing when ive had to stop. i lose momentum far too easily

this isn’t a humble brag either. i know my quality i know how good i am - i just struggle with the parts that make a story better. like editing, asking for feedback, those things get so much harder in depression

skill isnt solely measured by what you've put out there. im always grateful when i get feedback but there is so much i write that just stays with me because im dissatisfied or hate it and another skill im developing is the ability to be more objective when depressed

im at a strange point with my writing where the majority of my skill was self taught and now im trying to elevate and really push myself but so many lessons and guides are where to start or assume no experience

i heard they cast shayne topp for the role of Lint in the live action remake of d20 on a bus season 2

Edelson worries that AI chatbots pose continued acute risks to others on the margins. “This could have happened to so many other people who maybe are going through a hard time and are looking for something more, and maybe are a little bit susceptible to believing in something larger,” he says. “Unfortunately, I think this is the canary in the coal mine.”

i havent stopped thinking about this (source: time.com/7382406/gemi...). thats everyone. majority of people on earth are "people who are going through a hard time and are looking for something more, susceptible to believing in something larger." thats humans

realising that i just because i make use of passive voice to indicate dissociation doesn't mean people will automatically understand that state of mind lmao. im mentally ill and dissociation feels like passive voice shit is just happening

two a5 watercolour paintings of bright green leaves and grass with hot pink flowers. my paints and pencils on the table also

getting some little mothers day paintings ready 💐💘

#originalart #artsky #florals #painting #watercolours #mixedmedia

what do you call a stag that's also a blackjack dealer?

the hart of the cards

miles bonsignore is what happens when u teach a child english by exclusively using jake and amir sketches

a man wearing glasses and a black jacket looks at the camera ALT: a man wearing glasses and a black jacket looks at the camera

The Wesker Project Shelter is looking for foster families for this sweet little guy. He might be shy at first, but when he warms up to you, you'll see his silly side! Albie needs a dedicated owner who is capable of meeting his high energy needs. He does not get along with kids or other Weskers.

"im half as much as i used to be and half as much as im more am" - eleni sauvageau

casey toney is so brave to play a character with kinks and fetishes he himself does not have. not many actual play shows will take that risk

love hearing the neoscum tradition of "will u join our party" continuing into gutter

i have a lot of love for the archive 81 PODCAST and other than "stamp dot com. for when you only need one stamp" one of the stand out lines for me was "you're not hp lovecraft. describe it."

bsky.app/profile/matt...

re read the post, op specified that this does not address the removal of a separate trans flag that was taken along with the pride flag

To my non tech normies, PSA: when you share a link, everything after the ? is tracking. Those “query parameters” tell companies exactly how you arrived, what app you clicked, which ad or email sent you, sometimes a unique identifier tied to you. You can delete everything after the question mark.

surrealist april part nine:
im confused
#surreal #art

never make fun of someone who hasn't heard of something cool. you get to introduce them to a movie or an album that will change their aesthetic perspective. don't get so excited to act cool that you forget to actually be cool for once

A picture of a female cenobite from Hellraiser. She is paper white and bald with a serious expression. There is a piercing through the bridge of her nose that is just below her eyes. A gaping wound on her throat is held open by silver wire that connects with her lower jaw on both sides of her face. She is holding an instrument of torture that is out of focus.

for my whole life since puberty i have not had a single sex dream about someone i'd actually want to have sex with but last week i had a dream about her and it's like my brain has finally gotten with the program (lesbian)

The Singing Clergyman

"A strange, hand-made automaton found in a hidden backroom of the Church of the Benevolent Sound in Claremont, Ohio. Discovered by two teenage urbex explorers in 1986, both claimed to have heard it sing in their presence."

the doctors i go to hired the world's loudest nurse for some reason. i always know if someone is getting a shot

this is really a fantastic time in human history to have a mental illness. there's so much happening and it’s right there in your hand!