Day 133 of trying to fix my life

I'm 20 today and everything hurts a little but I am certain everything will turn out to be fine

Day 100 of trying to fix my life

Today I felt like a normal person for the first time in my life

Kero Kero Bonito - Civilisation

also awesome 8.5/10

Kero Kero Bonito - Time 'n' Place

awesome 8.5/10

UPDATE: 8.5/10

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UPDATE: 10/10

UPDATE: 6.5/10

UPDATE: 8/10*

SUMIN + Slom - MINISERIES

very nice listening experience would recommend 7.5/10

Cocteau Twins - Four-Calendar Café

9.5/10 it's amazing please listen

The Alan Parsons Project - Eye In The Sky

very good 8/10 probably have to listen to it more

Day 91 of trying to fix my life

I've been talking to people more and feeling less of a bother recently it's great

Hopefully i can feel better about how i look and sound soon as well

Day 85 of trying to fix my life

going back to my old hs has made me feel all kinds of nostalgia and sadness but i think ive finally brushed away the latter at least by telling myself times as good as those i had in hs will come soon even though they were actually the best years of my life by far

Day 83 of trying to fix my life

tomorrow will be better i think

Day 82 of trying to fix my life

intership starts tomorrow
little worried but i think it'll go well regardless

been managing my meals better recently as well so that's cool

enfin de la vraie musique maintenant il est temps d'écouter ghostholding census designated et LE PLUS IMPORTANT DE TOUS frailty

Day 81 of trying to fix my life

finally settling in in my mind that i have a reason to live
im happy

Day 62 of trying to fix my life

been doing better at ignoring negative thoughts lately let's lock the fuck in

Day 55 of trying to fix my life

felt way better today lock in lock inq

Day 54 of trying to fix my life

Maybe people don't dislike me as much as i thought they did i just need to fix that mindset and suppress behaviour that i feel like makes people hate me lock in

finally some good fucking levels

Day 53 of trying to fix my life

today for the like the 40th day in a row i pussied out of calling for an appointment for hrt gg

2026 goals =}

THE RUPTURE 100%, NEW HARDEST AFTER ALMOST 4 YEARS, 24153 ATTEMPTS WE ARE SO BACK

Day 49 of trying to fix my life

absolutely horrible day mentally and physically i hope tomorrow will be better

Day 48 of trying to fix my life

pretty bad day tbh but had a nice convo with someone and spotify saved my ass this week will be so productive I am so excited

kattrina by sprei
Isotope by DuskerHu

ill call the hospital to get an appointment to start hrt this week, and hopefully i can keep losing weight and focus on uni in a consistent manner

We are actually back

Day 46 of trying to fix my life

two days that went decent in a row this has to be a sign for the most miserable first week of a semester known to man (it simply signifies i have been feeling better)

I think im starting to finally see a future in myself it's great