feel bad for everyone else cause my girlfriend and I are the hottest couple to ever exist; like damn we won

if you're wondering why valer8

1. Valer8 comes from Estradiol Valerate

2. it's cooler imo and that's sick

3. Val is the name of my fursona

so the reasoning behind my username change is that

1. I didn't like taskbari because it had my old name and i wasn't a fan of that

2. my older username was too "cute" imo

3. i like this username more

I woke up to both my arms being asleep which is a very weird and not at all stressful feeling

I will be better

i need to be better.

just 30 days. then it'll be okay.

haven't felt fully like myself since january

april 16th my life actually starts

the thought of moving across the country is both extremely stressful and also very exciting. Also expensive, and I'm broke, so, that's, great

find me on glob, I'll be posting on smerk now, join my community on plobus

its just me fucking up and not being a good partner and being afraid she's going to leave me. it is my own fault. I am completely in the wrong and should have done better.

i gotta say, getting kicked out was pretty bad, but living with my family again is kinda worse somehow

throw me to the wolves and I'll die i think

got rejected for all of these btw lmao

being without her makes me so depressed

applied for 8 different jobs tonight

crying in the airport

it did get better, tonight has been wonderful

kinda worried about Sunday. I know I have to leave and I don't have any other choice but if she asks me to stay it's going to be impossible to say no.

it will get better

today has been a little rough

I don't want to leave her side

being here with her is the happiest I've ever been and the safest I've ever felt, thinking about flying back to Illinois is depressing

gonna marry this girl

stressful fuckin night

amazing lol

yuh

just a girl....

I'm just a girl