got put on antidepressants, went manic as fuck, now I'm off antidepressants again but at least I wrote a fic!

Hello! How are you all doing? I am back to say I continue with my rewriting of my fics and now I'm editing/rewriting Shed my skin! Will post it here once I'm done with it hehe

I PASSED MY ENGLISH EXAM WRITING FANFICTION AND HAVING DATED AN AMERICAN WHO WAS MY FATHER'S AGE FINALLY PAID OFF

being a teacher really means you never stop working or having things to do. it's exhausting

anyways that's....going to give a lot to talk about

she asked me to think about what I expected from a romantic relationship and one of the only things I can think about is that I just want someone who doesn't force me (directly or indirectly) to have sex if I'm not well lol the bar is extremely low and my traumas are high

I have a new therapist that I'm liking much more than my previous therapist!! (the one who once told me that if I didn't want to have sex or I didn't feel well enough to have sex, I needed to force myself so my partner wouldn't get tired of me not wanting sex or see me as unreliable lol)

omg just read it and loved it!! thank you! that's exactly the kind of fic I love

yes!! I am a huge fan of a tragic fic

ohh I thought it may be from the mdzs or tgcf fandom

would you mind sharing 👀

and that's my update lol always happy to hear about you all!

anyways now that I'm taking antipsychotics I've also discovered that I used to hallucinate daily but I didn't know because I thought it was normal.......the more you know lmao

I have been reading a lot lately and have gotten into greek mythology and the Odyssey and the Iliad, also the song of Achilles, and can't stop thinking about whether there is any fanfic about that but wangxian

HOW ARE YOU ALL DOING I'm doing pretty decently! Been back to work after a year without being able to work at all (I'm doing like 13h a week but that's more than what I've been able to work in...two years)

I am almost done with the rewriting of I will be gone! I don't have many hopes that a lot of people will read it but I'm sure someone will and that's enoug, I will update the already posted fic with the changes and add a chapter to let my readers know

WELL I'm rewriting the fic where LWJ dies.... it's time to make it EVEN MORE DEPRESSING

ogg yeah I hate that too lol

Now that it's been a while since my last manic episode, I think I'll be ready to write again soon, I may rewrite another fic of mine or I may go back to the lxc fic I'm stuck in

Hello everybody, how is your summer going? I'm alive and well lol I'm just trying to reduce the time I spend doomscrolling and donking on my phone

They are working decently so far tho I'm not as profoundly depressed anymore so I may start writing soon again

I got a raise! (In all my meds)

not a pregnancy scare but my period was late and I had 3 weeks of PMS symptoms 🥴🥴

MY PERIOD CAME WAR IS OVER

Avolition is kicking my ass lately 🥲🥲🥲 I can't do anything

It's so hot in here 🫠🫠🫠🫠

I'm feeling much better mentally today! Physically still like crap lol and my thoughts are still kinda slow but the paranoia is much better :)

Do you still hear things? His brother asks him one day. Don’t tell him don’t tell him don’t tell him he won’t understand he won’t understand he won’t – Lying is forbidden in Cloud Recesses, lying is forbidden, lying is— No. He lies. Lying is the only way he can save himself, save Wei Ying, from them . He lies so, so much.

Lxc and my mom would be friends honestly

Same energy as lan xichen asking lan wangji in my fic if he was still hearing things.... I love projecting so much

by = ✍️

buy = 💵

bye = 👋

Bye Bye Bye = 💁🏼‍♂️💁🏻‍♂️💁🏼‍♂️💁🏻‍♂️💁🏻‍♂️