My Very Cool smelly video game is only TEN SMACKAROONS right now.
Indulging could get you clear skin and beautiful shiny hair. (CONFIRMED BY ALL PLAYERS)

"Today I'm going to lock in and focus."
(Three hours and a coffee later)
"OH NO, I'M HYPERFIXATED ON THE WRONG THING."

Ah, I remember my first weed that changes you into increasingly embarrassing shapes. It started really tame, just some cat eyes, but I thought that was the only change so I took another. Ended up being WAY stronger than I anticipated when I realized that the first was still working through me.

It just kinda hit me that what's in my head and what's in my heart are different when it comes to my personal judgement of my own art. In my head, I've been asking, "Am I a good artist?" But in my heart I think I've actually been asking, "Am I good enough for other artists to approach me? Or at least good enough to not seem like I'm beneath other artists who I want to talk to?" And it really sucks because I want to be someone other artists of varying skills can approach. It's still a confidence thing. I want to feel confident enough that I can talk to other artists who I see as better than me and maybe even do trades with them. But I don't want others to feel like I will look down on them for being early in their art journey.

(Random thoughts, reposted from Tumblr)

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A small griffin named Rem from Valve's Deadlock holding his candle and pillow while a tiny helper tags along. He is saying "I love my pillow..."

Been playing #deadlock and really wanted to draw fanart of Rem. The little guy loves his pillow!

Yeah, I just don't have time to turn everything into a lined piece, so I feel like instead of abandoning the ones I can't get to to rot in my mind, I should at least get them down onto paper *somehow*, right?

I should make more horny doodles. Just, like. Not care about lining and coloring anything. Not worrying a whole lot about anatomy. I just need to get the horny weird stuff in my head out into the world.

Codi got some more "enhancements" after the handles and is now just kinda chilling in bed and enjoying the weight hanging off their chest.

Trish will undoubtedly cuddle and play with them tonight.

I dunno, I may do a late easter thing when I get the chance. Not sure what, though. Probably something egg-related? Stuffed with eggs? Tummy painted like an egg? Pastels could be fun.

Alternatively, any cute girls or enbies over 4-500 lbs wanna turn ME into a cute girl over 4-500 lbs?

I don't really celebrate Easter, and I didn't really have time to draw anything, so here's an old shitty doodle of Codi as Scrat holding an egg.

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Reh! Reh-reh rehreh reh!

Everything sucks right now, but as long as there's still something I want to make, I will keep going.

A cat-like creature wearing an opalescent jacket and a Horus shirt from tabletop game Lancer. They are giving a mischievous smirk while making a smug gesture towards the viewer. The text in the top right, printed as if from a computer console says the following: Name : Laplace Designation : Lapis Occupation : Mech Pilot Notes : Chaos Gremlin Mech Notes : Frame : Goblin NHP : Carbuncle NHP Status : Shackled

Drew my friend asoftfluffynerd.bsky.social 's #lancerttrpg character, Laplace! They were very fun to draw, and I got to experiment with opalescence, which was cool. Background was inspired by Marathon, which, while I don't plan on playing, I do find looks really cool.

Saw some 'art style do an don't' talk go around recently and funny enough I stumbled upon my old take of it

In other words, extraction shooters feel like Capitalism: The Video Game.

I really don't think I could play extraction shooters. I don't think I'd have it in me to attack someone for the stuff they worked hard to get. It feels like it's designed to encourage players to take advantage of other peoples' bad situations and trample them on the way to the top.

Like, I'm glad that they know what they like and that they're making art for themself, but damn, it makes finding the niche stuff hard.

Having niche kinks can suck sometimes, because, like, I'll finally find some art that appeals to me in almost every way, but the artist includes that ONE thing that's popular in those kink circles that I'm just not into that ruins the whole pic for me.

Wanted to draw The Reh as a mobian in a sort of Sonic IDW comicbook style. Was really happy with the colors on this one!

Ahhh, had a horny dream last night where there were these weird transparent bras that would change your breasts to fit them, and I got to try on their "cow model" which was a gag version that had 4 huge tits. The longer you wore them, the longer the effect would last when removed too.

A hoodie so comfy you'll never take it off!

Thank you! I definitely will. X3

Same as before, but with stretchmarks, just for fun. :3

A white vulpine creatures sits in a bakery overlooking a large, mall-like structure. It's shoveling fistfuls of cake into its maw while reading a paper with headlines such as "Over 10,000 At-Home Body Mod Kits Recalled" and "Scientist Blames Runic Anomalies on Rare Tech Interference". Scattered around them are piles of orange boxes that once held cupcakes. The vulpine creature belly sags all the way to the floor, spreading out like a blob of lazy dough.

A little late birthday to myself. After 5 cakes and many, MANY cupcakes, I think I'm getting close to done with my snack. Though, I don't think I'm quite yet done with the paper, so maybe another one wouldn't hurt...

Side note, I also kind of hate how it just kind of buries the whole conversation, especially if someone just posted art they made or is promoting something important to them. It really kind of hijacks the whole conversation.

Does this happen to anyone else, or is it just a me thing? Or is it some kind of neurodiverse thing?