started playing atlyss with ma friennndssss

What makes it even worse is that I’m drawing the same as usual but everything feels so weird and foreign, my art doesn’t even feel like my art despite doing everything how I usually would

I just really want to be able to have fun and draw again.. I’m so tired of feeling like I can’t do it anymore.

all I do is spend my days away playing video games or doing other shit. I’m so tired, I can’t draw anymore. It really doesn’t feel like it’s ever gonna come back to me unless I really force it and I can’t even force it because I’ll just hurt myself further lol

sorry coming here to vent lol. But imma be real I haven’t like Actually drawn something nice for months now and I’ve just hit this point where I just hate everything I draw now . Cool!

oh my god art is just impossible

it has everything a modder could ever ask for, it's encouraged, and you can monetize from making mods and other in-game items. the amount of ffxiv characters i've seen that look like they came straight out of SL, like just go play SL already.

ffxiv modders really really need to just play second life instead already

SORRY FOR THE SUDDEN FFXIV RANT BTW :3

at this point i will not be surprised of SE did a full out ban on plugins after all of this and i think we deserve it.

nobody can keep jack-shit a secret or on the down low, plugin devs have to fight over who has the better sync and mod users just have to act entitled to their addons and review bomb the game.

it's absolutely embarrassing and maybe we didn't deserve modding in the first place.

i really do not think modding should have ever came to ffxiv because the people it's harboured are just vile. seriously ddosing over sync plugins? putting your codes in your plates again, publicly speaking about the new plugin, the public syncshell number increase?

the ffxiv mod community is probably the biggest mistake ever

idk how I’m gonna survive the last few weeks of school I’m tired of being a student 😭 so tired of being so damn analytical about everything I just wanna fucking draw tbh

aaaaaaahhhh I’m so so tired