Ignore my pimple it just popped up yesterday 😭

Genuine question, eye has been like this for a week (since i got head butt in the face by dog). Is this something I should see a doc about? Or like just wait it out?

Had coffee now my tummy hurt :(

The Dulcimer guy in my town lost his car and a lot of his shop/merchandise in a flash flood and I’m so sad for him :( he was also one of mu 3rd grade teachers and just is an awesome man in general

Wore a dress today that I didn’t fit in last autumn :) eye is still ref from when I was head butt by Eros last week lol. I like having a flat chest and wearing a dress/top with this type of cut/style at the top

Woke up a few minutes before my alarm 😒 Eros got his meds, I’m about to take my meds. I gotta leave for therapy at 9:30. Just looked over while typing and ??? Where did he get that??? (I took it from him)

Thank you 💚 epilepsy sucks man, just thankful I have a good vet who he is seeing. I’m doin my best but I hate that I can’t explain it all to my boy

Big boy got his 8 pm meds, which includes the new one. Really hoping this works. I’m so worried about him, he’s my baby

Add another seizure to this cuz he had one a few hours ago. He starts his added meds at 8 pm and the vet said it could take a couple weeks to work :(

Got vet called, and they are adding potassium bromide to Eros current meds. Really really hoping this works

Not been a great weekend with Eros. 2 focal seizures yesterday, 2 focal seizures today. Agitation/aggression before them, and lethargy after. I’m so worried about him. I’m calling first thing and hoping they can get him in before mom has to leave for court.

I think his meds need upped again. I’m going to work at gma’s this weekend to pay for vet visit and possibly meds.

Mom has court tomorrow and my friend is taking her cuz our family Isn’t Reliable, so while my friend takes her I’m gonna go sit with my friends little sister and watch her and my friends dog.

I also gotta call vet in morning. Eros had 2 more focal seizures today, so thats 6 seizures in 10 days.

Made coffee since my keur!g is clean and i got some k-cup things from a friend. Hungry but not much food in the house so- coffee

He’s under the blanket sleepin

So, Eros had 2 seizures tonight within 10 min of each other :( that makes 4 in the past 9 days. I’m calling the vet as soon as they open on Monday, I think his meds need adjusted. He’s exhausted now, sleeping in the recliner with me.

As it should!!! I love it!!

It said i had 23 notifs here but i. Didn’t? Wha happen

Took my meds and hoping i chill the fuck out but tbh I don’t think I will til housing inspection is over. And thats only if I pass and get to keep my house lol

My body/arms are overstimulating me and feel wrong and i want to rip them off. Im just sitting here openly crying from how uncomfortable/bad it feels.

Also best friend is ignoring me, but whats new. I should be use to it by now. Honestly it feels like she doesn’t wanna be friends anymore but she just wont come out and admit it.

Everything closing early here cuz incoming storms 😬

Update, woke up and it had come to a head!! I was worrying too much (surprise!)

Got dog food ordered as well as Eros’ pill pockets, cuz we’re running low on both. He’s had two focal seizures in a weeks time which has me worried, though both were very short…vet told me to call if he has more than one in a 24 hr period, so I’m keeping an eye on him.

Yeah bigger than a quarter! I was like, when did that happen?? 😭 i will try the hot compress when i get up in the morning!(almost 4 am here oops) i just get paranoid with it so close to sh :,)

(I also have hEDS for reference!)

And it’s hard but also like the surrounding area around it is hard, like outside of the red area. The whole thing where its hard is i think about the size of a silver dollar.
It also hurts a lot :( im hoping its just an ingrown hair or maybe a boil?

I love this omgggg

I cropped them to not show much of my sh but i wanted to show a little to show how close it was to them, which is the main reason i worry its because of them

The thing i thought was a zit on my thigh near my sh cvts has gotten bigger, angrier, and more painful. Never had a zit there do that, now im worried its from my sh. Im gonna have my mom look at it tomorrow cuz shes a CNA but does anyone know if this is just a zit?? TW for pics that have visible sh

Are we back yet?? Is it working???