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Posts by J_Linebeck
free from arcadion savage
Managed to reach the goal! Huge thanks to @dantheenigma.bsky.social for the generous contribution, as well as everyone else for their greant help. If anyone else wants to chip in extra they're welcome to do so but the payment should be sorted now.
Now 50% of the way there. Again a massive thanks to those that have helped/shared: ko-fi.com/j_linebeck/g...
Honestly had no idea it was you, but genuinely no hard feelings there, and I don't really remember it anyway. Thanks for the support, it means a lot to me.
Now 40% of the way there. Please help if you can: ko-fi.com/j_linebeck/g...
Currently 20% of the way there: ko-fi.com/j_linebeck/g...
Sorry that I haven't been around for ages, and that my first post back here in ages is of this nature, but due to a severe miscalculation on my part with my finances, I need around 100 USD asap for a payment due soon ko-fi.com/j_linebeck
Please help/share in any way that you can
Sorry for worrying anyone, life has been extremely difficult for me and this latest thing has not helped in the slightest
Sorry that I haven't been around for ages, and that my first post back here in ages is of this nature, but due to a severe miscalculation on my part with my finances, I need around 100 USD asap for a payment due soon ko-fi.com/j_linebeck
Please help/share in any way that you can
Still here. Not returning to this site.
Done with everything. I'm not getting any better so there's no point going on anymore. I'm sorry. Just forget about me please.
I don't blame anyone for hating me because of this. I'm not saying any of this to garner sympathy. I don't want any sympathy. I'm saying all of this because I want to be honest. I don't want to go back. I can't allow any excuses anymore.
I let myself think that people secretly hated me, and in turn came to believe that it was fair for me to be horrible to them to see if it was true. There's no excusing that, even having BPD. It wasn't fair on them.
I will break free of this cycle, and I will start it by letting go of my past habits. That belief that I can just walk back things and pretend everything is fine. It's not fair to anyone. I was manipulative and emotionally abusive.
To everyone that's been hurt because of my actions over the years: I'm sorry. And I don't expect any forgiveness. I don't want any forgiveness. I don't want any of you to feel guilty because of me, because none of you are guilty. None of you are responsible for me. I'm the one that broke it all.
I cannot allow myself to continue this cycle. I have to be strong. I have to believe in everyone and myself. I can't give up.
I don't expect anyone to forgive me. What's done is done. The least I can do now is actually work on improving myself so that nobody else has to suffer because of me. So that nobody else ever has to feel like they're wasting their time on me. It's all my responsibility to improve myself.
I'm going to knuckle down and do something about myself and my mental health. No more thinking that I'm fine, that I can just power through it. I had deluded myself into thinking that I couldn't do more, that I could just walk it back. No more of that.
Explanation: pastebin.com/8W9C5mDT
Sorry, today's a really bad mental health day for me. Gonna go offline for a couple of days
sorry
I genuinely agree with Hector Hectorson, the FF14 community needs to stop calling strats "Braindead"
Hey all, sorry for the sudden call for some help but one of my leopard geckos has conjunctivitis and I need some help paying for her treatment until I can start my new job. Please boost if you can! 🥺🦎
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Shadowbringers Week - Dulia Chai & Chai-Nuzz
#FFXIV #FFXIVArt #Miqote #Shadowbringers #Blender #Render
I’m baaaaack! I’m excited to announce I sing a new song in the latest update (7.2) of Final Fantasy XIV! Composed by Soken Masayoshi, it’s called ‘Unleashed’ and appears during the final boss battle of the ACC Cruiserweight raid! #ffxiv #ff14 #finalfantasyxiv #finalfantasy14
i need people to understand that asian grocery stores aren’t just a lifeline to asian americans: they’re also a source of fresh and affordable produce to low income non-asians who live in HCOL areas
The Ocarina of Time modding scene has been a great showcase of how well Horror works for OOT. There's been a number of pretty creative romhacks delving into horror.