Incredible sleep last night after only sleeping like 4 hours the night before

Also planning on locking in for May and spending the rest of the month plotting

another quick trip and then I'm home for almost a full month and then 3 weddings following that and then finally,, Nothing big planned until like Oct? Unsure of the date waiting for the event to be officially announced! A little annoyed with being away so frequently so excited to be home more

Finally did my work, literally from 7pm to 11pm on a Sunday lol it clearly didn't take long and once again, should've just done it during the week.

We're supposed to have storms most of the afternoon hate that

Fun fact literally all of my favorite pieces are wearing thru and I just had to replace my shoes and also my fucking phone like what is going on

My cat got on my only light weight oversized sweatshirt that I wear all year but especially at the gym or in the spring and I haven't washed it yet and I'm almost considering just tossing it it's literally falling apart at the seems

Being so brave and laying in bed while it storms

And we also made an agreement to shorten the time they asked for, that was my biggest issue, I cant put my life on hold and so we're aiming for ~6 months but I am secretly willing to go longer esp if they just need like another month to save money or like actually get into their apartment or smth

Update on The Situation is I caved bc I'm gonna be unhappy either way and I'd rather give my friend that chance when I know I have resources to help them if they're physically here

Omg this might be just what I need 😭 thank u sm for sharing they have so much stuff

04•13 - 199.4 lbs ⬆️
- 13 ish hr fast, wasn't actually counting
- took this metab supp I forgot I bought, it doesn't taste very good
- multi, probiotic, creatine
- gym - pull 1
- 1340, 162 p/ 50 f/ 73 p

Finally got the official invite to my friends wedding guess who gets to travel halfway across the world 😭

Also I just realized I haven't set it up for this phone yet omg

Charged my watch and forgot to put it on before the gym 😔

So I try and take advantage of bursts of energy when I can so I can slack off other days, I don't like feeling like I'm fighting myself but obviously some days I don't have the choice to slack off so that were the caffeine and music normally come into play

I would say for a healthier approach I try to make a routine just to switch my mind to work mode, like get up do morning stuff, only scroll in bed, get up get water caffeine and maybe a snack and then start with something like emails and move on to real tasks. I also know my energy is not consistent

completed and checked off for the dopamine hit. On really bad days I put in headphones and an album I'm familiar with at a slightly too loud volume and force myself to start the task no matter how bad it is

I wfh so I try and make sure I don't have home tasks taking up brain space, otherwise a beverage I really like preferably caffeinated but not too much to cause anxiety and then setting a specific goal that has a clear completion, bonus points if I write it and like two other things that can be

Ended up eating a snack last night and now I have a tummy ache

Want snack but can still taste toothpaste :T

So hungry for no reason but nothing sounds good bc the store was out of raspberry uncrustables and that's literally all I want

Have a Dr appt next Friday but I will probably back out complaining about how much my body hurts or my skin issues because it probably just won't be happening next week and I will forget and then two days later it will be the worst it's been in months bc that always happens

Have got to lock in both at work and weight loss ugh

Got my period 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Feel like ass want to disappear I want to go back to like 4 months ago

Every time I over do it slightly I feel so feverish but like just to me I'm never actually running a fever I just feel weird and clamy

The angle/positioning is pretty similar, just a slightly large instrument & different strings. So the technique was pretty similar. The biggest learning curve was learning alto clef but retaining my knowledge of treble bc surprise it's not uncommon for then to use both sometimes 😩

Mainly viola but was trained on the violin first

Knee is bothering me so bad