Posts by Jinnie β¨
Weekly Post: I wrote ANOTHER song and this one is straight heat ππExcited to show eventually! Also, I DEEP cleaned my room for the first time this year (I clean every 2 weeks, but deep cleans are once every 3 months) so it feels nice ππI also got a sudden obsession with ice cream, help me! π§π»ββοΈ π¨
I didn't finish writing SKSKSK Thank you for making this!!
Thank you @yoshinowou.bsky.social ππ
Attempt #69 of trying to be active on social media besides Instagram (even then, I post on Insta once a month LMAO)
I'm gonna make an effort to at least write something once a week
for this post, I guess I will say that I wrote a song!! π (Needed a break from writing novel...by writing more)
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(2/2) and frustration with how things been. I have at least been making leaps this past week and today I did an even bigger leap, but it will still take me some time. I have to be patient ππ»ββοΈ Things happen for a reason I suppose, just gotta keep going and take life by the throat when I'm finally free
(1/2) Time for rare post in Bluesky again of me just venting: This year has really been shitty to me, it started good, and then POOF, June hit and its been downhill since. Despite my health being better (despite having smol op next week) My mental hasn't fully recovered. I feel this deep loneliness-
Man
It did hurt (THE VISUALS WERE HMPFG!!!! π)
This is 6 and last one ksoqnaoaa π
In the meantime, I guess I will do the best I can with what I CAN control, I apologize for the rambles, Therapy isn't till July 5th ππ (PD: I miss eating proper food, but Im losing weight so weeeeeee)
((One of the only animes I was able to see was Dan Da Dan after giving it a second chance))
5) I know once this pain leaves, I'll be able to hopefully go back to normacy, but I feel this incompetence when I don't have control over my life, my fate is on the hands of people who tell me I have an emergency that could get worse, but can't do anything about it π
4)I wanna socialize, make memories and just enjoy my time with others, but atm with this pain is so hard to do. I haven't had proper contact with people for what feels like forever, but at the same time, with the way I feel, I rather stay away
3) I don't have the energy to play games, I wanna do productive stuff like learn new things, broaden my horizons, improve myself in things ect. (I was able to write a song atleast for the first time in 15 years, but I feel is ASS LMAO) Something I really wanna do this year is Cosplay again.
2) I've tried to watch anime to distract myself, but I can't watch anime as I used to. Idk what's wrong with me, I used to binge animes and now I could only watch with others or I REALLY have to be into it. I do wanna watch NANA, but is not on Crunchy
1)Im just throwing all this to the void, but I've been in a lot of pain these weeks and Im under so many medication that I'm literally looking like Megan in the picture everyday (Pain is dental jic) and it sucks because my birthday is next Wednesday and Im 90% I will feel the same then as I feel now
My mind is thinking in a million kilometers per hour about how to change it, but leave it the same, if that makes sense? At this point I should just scrap the whole thing
I'm remaking an already written novel I wrote back in 2022, but making it better and adding more content, but my dumb ass decided "Gee, I should change certain things" and at this point, is a new story. I think the fact that I did this is holding my mind back. Im trying to stay true to the og, but-
I wanna write so badly, but Im so lazyy π I wanna continue my novel, but Im in the worst part in writing imo (Is not bad, I just suck LMAO) but I know once I jump the hurdle, it should be smooth sailing
But Im so lazyy and busy and I can feel it in my mind: I got important stuff to do ππ send helpπ₯Ί
I'm excited to announce that I now have a PNG Model for whenever I play visual novels now!! Thank you all for the support and when I start visual novel day back up you'll join me and my friends!!
π¨done by me!
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #PNGTuber #ArtstridFox185
Me lately
Gotta rest my brain ππ»ββοΈ
*Post your OC* π
You got games on your phone?
Anyways random post since I don't use socials as much π I should post my schedules for when I stream here maybe, but Im beeg shy ;w;
THANK YOU SO MUCH ONCE AGAIN KRISTAR!! ALWAYS LOOK AMAZING!! ππ HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!! πππ
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IS ADORABLE YET AGAIN!!! ππ
SO ADORABLE THANK YOU!!! πππ