THE KIDS ARE NOT ALRIGHT

stim it out stim it out

being traumatized and having a messed up nervous system is so fucking annoying

anxiety on and off all day. want to vom. send help.

having a bunch of feelings and hating it!!!! happy sunday!!!!

today is a weird day

does anyone have a dual density dildo that they loveeee? looking to get something new for strapping :)

thank god!!!

god i love being gay

i officially understand why sadists enjoy my noises/whimpers so much.

people are constantly saying this to me when i’m like yeah im about to be 35. and im like do you think you hit 30 and turn into the crypt keeper????

I get to sharps top on stage again next month 🥰😋

it’s a blessing!!!

🥰🥰 what a lovely compliment wow 🥰🥰 (insert my little fox yelps here)

cc-ing some other 😍 🩸 tops i’ve been lucky enough to be jabbed by (many of whom you can and should hire btw): @dahliadomme.bsky.social @foxweiss.bsky.social @magneticmyla.bsky.social @bloodathletics.bsky.social @testimony.bsky.social

i think @kolbybrianne.bsky.social ‘s ~hunger~ has rubbed off on me // i’m grateful to the amazing tops in my life for giving me so much inspiration & great examples to follow while topping

screenshot of a text that says “editing that homer simpson do it for her meme to have pics of needles and blood drips and the way you look hungry when you push the needle through me”

anyway, apparently my bloodlust is visible & exploring the sadistic side of my sadomasochism more this year is going GREAT

so a person i’ve been hooking up with is officially blood pilled now which has been DREAMY….and also i kind of suspect that it won’t be too long before he is going to out-freak me when it comes to needle bottoming

GET ONEEEE

two people pull their shirts up to expose their stomachs with fresh belly button piercings.

got matching f*ggy belly button piercings last night

because that’s some delulu placements.

i blame my ex’s pisces stellium & not the matching big 3 okay. it was greattttt until it suddenly wasn’t and devolved in 3 months due to wild life shit lmao

W O W

3rd second puberty is still making me a relentless teenage boy send help

i was married to someone with my same big 3

AHHHHHHHH

reading this made my day - i can’t believe how many people still have such a soft spot for it 😭😭 maybe it’s time to consider a comeback 👀

the ways that people self sabotage/victimize via not actually communicating their needs & feelings are wiiiiiiild to me.