speaking of fungi that thrives in destruction, u should read The Mushroom At The End Of The World. one of my favorite books of all time ever and u specifically would love it, imo

HEHEHE SOON

soooo true! one of my more intuitive colleagues told me he knew my entire vibe had come from some kind of immense hard work the moment he first met me

he just knew there’s no way you are born with this light. u must choose it and cultivate it

i just rly don’t wanna jinx it by announcing it too soon bc i’ve had several major things go sideways for me earlier this year

i just wanna be sure i’m ok and secure!!! but pls b happy 4 me anyway!!!

also i have a new job and this week i am working it from 2-10 pm and it is so challenging but also so deeply fun and it was my dream job when i was a kid and i am holding onto it with immense joy and mischievous secrecy

i’m really enjoying reading somewhat grim fucked up shit. my positive vibes r fueled by a lot of fucked up shit happening to me. i appreciate the underbelly of wholesome vibes better than i thought possible

omg i forgot abt this place for a hot second. i read another ridiculously fucked up book today 🥰

IT IS SOOOOO GOOD!!!!!! cant stop reading analyses about it!!!

where did u get this pic of me and my mom after i first read that dumbledore died

what’s the american psycho way of feeling fucked up? hahahahaha

bunny by mona awad!

bunny by mona awad!

oh my fucking god i did it again. i read a book that fucked me up so good. how the fuck am i supposed to function now FUCK!!!!!

i know this is meant to be english but it’s not any language i speak

words do not do the beauty of grief, endings and nostalgia justice. i need to make art about it or i’ll die

you can decouple grief from doubt & uncertainty by opening urself completely and vulnerably. NO RAGRETS

if you know you’ve done your absolute fuckin best, you have truly nothing to worry about

and also my utter commitment to living my life in a way that allows for the least amount of regret humanly possible

my greatest strength seems to be my immovable belief that any and all rejections are redirections that have a 100% rate of happening for my own benefit

i’m still flabbergasted by how well i’m doing. yesterday was the 1 month anniversary of my breakup. i’m doing fuckin rad. wtf 🧿🧿🧿

novelty lengthens time

pursue novelty and rapture with your whole heart and squeeze as much life as you can out of the time you have

insignificance is freeing, because it means whatever you do or say isn’t that big of a deal! just do it!!!!! all of it!!!!!!! who cares?! (nobody)

if you do it right, weirdly enough, people start caring about how free you seem to be 🥰

flirting is a way to express compassion, love and genuine curiosity towards someone

it is a sincere way to give someone the gift of paying attention

feel free to do it all the time!!! with everyone!!! it is a GIFT!

words are ✨magic✨ and you are always casting spells with them all the time. you might as well start casting good ones

earnest enthusiasm > cynicism and sarcasm

it’s not edgy, it’s endlessly vapid and boring

people are Good, actually. the dream is to exude warmth so u can see it in them

-the only meaningful form of currency, emotional or otherwise, is attention

- romanticize domesticity
- express gratitude for daily drudgery
- find joy and meaning in little things
-ascend to your sexiest forms (being hotter every day is the most noble cause known to man)

“self love” is a bad frame, imo. maybe we should call it “acceptance” or “tenderness” instead

are we “lazy” or are we just intuitively unhappy with the contrived complexity of inherently simple activities