how ironic (and blatantly obvious) that in order to get my singing voice back i had to… stop singing

when it comes to singing i quite literally never shut up so this vocal rest shit is hard

another day, another person telling me i remind them of gregory from abbott elementary

i’ve had a verrryyyy strong urge recently to dye my hair blonde. never dyed my hair before so idk what that’s about.

this man gave me his IG/snap in the club, i eventually followed back

but his ENTIRE story is him secretly recording niggas he thinks are attractive in public like??? nigga did you have me up there too????

also it’s been like, three niggas i met in college that all asked me specifically about my sexuality, only to come out themselves years later. and i’m just noticing i really don’t got no type of gaydar at all

i had a crush on this dude sophomore year of college. randomly started hanging out at one point but never told him anything because i assumed
he was straight.

why he popped out on IG with his white boyfriend last week 😭 and i’m like how i ain’t see the signs

what all did you put in it, and how much? i just don’t wanna spend $40 in fruit for barely a pitcher of juice 😭

and while i’m on the topic it used to piss me off that Ray J said “if i had one wish” and proceeded to list like, 20 wishes

oh trust i’m not complaining 😂 just hilarious that this is my most
‘responsible’ job position to date, and yet somehow the most unserious as well 😂

intrigued at how Ray J’s singing style is nothing like brandy’s

this IT job really feels so fake sometimes.

connect a printer here, restart a computer there. oh it’s time for lunch. reset a password, download an application. before you know it i got an hour left but it’s already slow so I’m going home early

living vicariously through these posts real bad 😭

one thing the studio is making glaringly clear is that i am NOT a tenor. lets go ahead and lower that key baby

it’s also kind of interesting for my dad to joke about how i lived my childhood knowing he was hardly involved at all.

why i’m in the sex store rn (don’t ask) and this man on the phone, lying to his wife about where he at 😭

it’s truly amazing how my biological dad finds new ways to disappoint me, even at this big age.

like the bar of expectation is already so very low, and he somehow still takes it to hell every single time.

i’ve had four doctor’s appointments this week (idk why i booked them back to back like that) but for three of them they’ve had somebody training or shadowing

like why y’all keep making ME the test dummy for ts 😭

blowing up my phone only gets you blocked.

being 27 is funny because you got OGs still saying i’m a baby but college age and younger are calling me ancient

it’s this doctor at work and he so fine to me (bald with a beard always do it for me idk) but i just found out he’s a Que Dawg and now i’m REALLY tryna see what that’s like 🫦

it’s probably a trauma response that a nigga shows interest in getting to know me and i think i’m being punk’d 💀

also! to further my argument, my younger sister has his middle name, but in no way does she qualify as a junior 😭 so i don’t think i do either

i said the same. it’s not like i can go by ‘the second’ or anything so how could i be qualified as a junior

i agree, but i’ve been meeting so many people recently that have been saying otherwise and it’s interesting to me

i have my father’s first name but not his middle. does that still make me his junior?

this has been a debate my entire life so i’d love to hear everyone’s thoughts 😂

one thing about it the ladies at my job gonna feed me 😭 and thank God bc i did NOT meal prep this week

because why were we outside the club singing in 4 part harmony last night

thank you, definitely a humbling thing to witness

i feel so bad and still can’t find anything online about it 😭 just sad

this man died in a motorcycle accident near my home yesterday and i keep checking for news articles covering it.. seeing his body fucked me up a bit lowkey