gotta go through some trauma tomorrow but at least the weather will be nice 🙃

welp, i think one side of my face got redder and my other side is itchy near my jawline. i ended up not washing my face with the new wash today - maybe i’ll just stick to the medicine.

yesterday and today he came in around the same time i did and i am nearly a half-hour late every day b/c i suck at time mgmt. and at this point in my life i should be responsible

i am wondering if the last thing said to me by my boss was really sarcastic or not. she said “thanks for calling [x project] like i asked you to” when i didn’t actually do it b/c it slipped my mind and wrote an e-mail instead.

i’ve seen commercials but it hasn’t been marketed aggressively

his birthday was monday so yeah, definitely a taurus 🫠 it’s not easy seeing the least desirable parts of you in someone else, compared to… y’know, ✨ Him ✨

lastly, not only was he smart, he was into drama/theater! it wasn’t surprising at all tbh

i know we were all on this big multiple-night trip for school or work where we had work to do and find things out. i remember sailing by mexico for some reason and being upset i didn’t have my camera. i was also late on writing an essay (?)

(he still took candid photos of me and still had photos of us kissing lol)

i remember him asking why i broke up with him (and the other dude) although we were close, and i said it was b/c he was too young for me and he should be with someone his own age and has his whole life ahead of him.

i actually had a dream about ✨Him✨, real-life Vessel, and some other dude that was actually… good?!

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it looks like “ballet” and mary jane sneakers have made a comeback. i can only hope that the nike air rifts become popular again b/c they were my favorite and i can’t seem to find them!

the sleep token articles have got my name all over them 😄

i slept through most of S2 but saw the end of the last episode. wacky story tbh, but one i can sort of see happening IRL

and this entire story might have been solved if he and the “ex” wife had a surrogate, or adopted

fire tv has been recommending all these tv shows with extra-marital affairs in them and how messy things can be. now watching “the ex-wife” - you’d think the ex is the crazy one but it’s really the husband!

i’m using a sulfur wash and after reading some stuff, it seems like it’s doing what it’s meant to be doing.

i mean it also could be hormonal b/c it’s 🔴 week

i just got new medication from the dermatologist, and even though i haven’t been using it as often as i should, my skin somehow looks worse! wonder if it’s an allergic rection.

had to put on tinted sunscreen on this morning and boy does it look bad… like a bad self-tanning job

he is 31 as of this year (birthday 1/1/95) - i’m assuming the left is a recent pic and the right is what he looks like on the show

now watching “the museum” in welsh. 1) why do they weave in and out of english (same as dutch, but moreso)? 2) i need to know how old “caleb” is 😞

oh shoot i’d love to know too!!

wonder what exactly i was consuming in dannon yogurt post-1993

when “the kids are alright” is used at the end of a story, i believe that they’re actually not b/c you can’t judge that based on one action alone

life is too short to wear ugly outfits, so i make sure i make the most of it and wear ugly and forgettable outfits every day.

his leg*

when he had surgery on his and was laid up for 2 weeks, apparently he regularly texted his progress to my manager and i remember her saying she appreciated that he kept her up to date and she never had to ask or check in herself