Yeah, never mind. My pms just convinced me I was having a heart attack. Fuck these hormones man.

Watch me fucking die in agony now lol

Low key excited for my period this month cuz I got a perfect set up. I got me some chocolate and I’ve got The Long Game to read and I’m probably gonna do a reheat of the HR show. Like yes, I might be in pain and I will definitely cry but I’ll be so cozy and distracted :]]

Can all my favourite things in the world stop releasing stuff that I can buy?!?! I’ve already spend way too much money 😭

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Screenshot of Lord of the Rings. The main character says "All right, then. Keep your secrets."

Still not over these two worlds of mine colliding

a cartoon of alice from alice in wonderland with hearts in the background ALT: a cartoon of alice from alice in wonderland with hearts in the background

Sometimes I’m so deep in my glass closet that I get confused when I find a man attractive but it still feels gay.

Like yeah, duh, Merlin, you’re non-binary. Everything you do is queer.

I’m sad :( I miss all my gay Barbie doll boys

Hudson hates AI 🙂‍↕️

via variety

Bringing this back cuz I’m annoyed

Fuck fucking beauty standards! and fuck fucking skinny culture! I’m so fucking done with old white pedophiles telling us how to look, so FUCKING DONE.

Anyway, hope everyone is having a nice day <3

Ohhh definitely adding this to my tbr!!! Thank you!!

Hmmm I normally don’t because my memory is really bad… but if you send one I’ll probably put it on my tbr though so I can read it later! :]

Does anyone have any good long Hollanov fanfic recs?

I need like six shots of dopamine…

I hate that I worry with every fic I read and all the fanart I see that it could be ai generated… like give me back the stability of just being able to read and enjoy art without second guessing 😭

Do you guys ever get like overstimulated by your bones? Cuz that’s been me all day today.

Guess who just pre-ordered the heated rivalry soundtrack cd and vinyl? 👀

It used to be my favourite show of all time!!! I was obsessed with it!!! It’s kinda lost its rewatchabillity for me because I watched it so many times but I still watch it every few years :]

Five shows to get to know me:

Heated Rivalry
Sherlock
Merlin
Stranger Things
Het Huis Anubis

this april 1st, try spreading love and tell your friends and loved-ones that you love them, instead of inflicting stress and anxiety on them with uncomfortable pranks 🌿🧡

It’s my least favourite day of the year again :/ I fucking despise April fools

Fanart of Shane Hollander from Heated Rivalry. Shane is naked, partially lying down, gripping and grinding on a pillow. His eyes are closed and his mouth is open. Above his head are 2 text bubbles that read "ah" and "Ilya" with a little hear drawn next to it.

Ilya has Shane grinding his teeth and his pillow.

honk if you agree.

#Hollanov #ShaneHollander #HeatedRivalry

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I wanna live on my own so baddddd im so done with sharing a bathroom

I’m just rocking a tummy ache every single day now

Same! I’m currently thinking of just building a wardrobe of things that I do feel pretty/nice in but that are also comfortable bc my sensory issues are killing me rn. But that means finding very specific pieces of clothing 🙃 gonna take a while…

Like why do I love and hate clothes at the same time?!?!?

I wanna get rid of like 70% of my clothes but when I actually go through them I don’t wanna let go of anything :/