your options really are just recovery or death. if you don’t recover you will very likely die from a complication of your ed. hell, it could still happen even if you do recover. whenever i die (regardless of how) i hope it’s quick. i don’t want to be stuck in a hospital bed waiting to die.

me in an ed gc talking about my heart failure: recover or die quickly i guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

we’re gonna ignore the fact that i’m a man. “girl” is a spiritual state here

is it girl dinner if it’s exactly 16 vegan sour fish gummies and a huge bong rip two hours after i was supposed to eat

this friend is 6’4” and barely weighs a thing and genuinely needs to be reminded to eat why can’t that be me

i’m going to [redacted]

did anyone else see that one random post on threads saying that if someone makes their food look unappealing they probably have an ed?? guess i’m fine then

“and if that doesn’t turn you on, i’ll keep talking ‘til something does” goes hard as hell

LFG!!!!!!!!

consequences

my body my be a temple but i am the god to whom it is devoted

hey who stole this and posted it to ifunny then got featured

i am a menace to my bank account and the dispensary loves to see me coming

is it pain stimming to put my retainers in for the first time in god knows how long because the discomfort i feel from the pressure on my teeth is also comforting

i have very normal thoughts

thinking about miss my ni and how he says “white people you can sing it too just change that n to a w” and im like but what if the white person’s friend isn’t a wigga what if they’re black

i’m going to find the unum headquarters and [REDACTED] why are they telling me i’ve been on continuous leave starting 2/25 EXCEPT I ONLY APPLIED FOR REDUCED HOURS AND HAVE BEEN TO WORK SINCE THEN

i think, if possible, the best “cure” anyone could come up with is preventing it from happening in the first place with some sort of drug

i mean it’s an issue of a brain developing differently while it’s forming so i don’t know if trying to change it after birth would do anything other than affect future growth

transphobes are arguing with me on the other app and i just told one “too busy doing drugs to give a shit sorry” am i funny (i am doing drugs)

i’m gonna fucking kms i selected the wrong day when i scheduled my appointment and accidentally made it tomorrow while i’m at work so i had to reschedule and now it’s monday

the only thing about the screw ends is that they’re silver and the rest of my jewelry is black but also i think because it’s supposed to look like literal hardware instead of jewelry it should be fine?

i’m gonna be switching the ends on the surface bar in my cheek tonight do we think i should do the ones that look like phillips head screws, 4mm black domes, or 2.5mm black balls?

i still have 30 tramadol between that and getting it prescribed for my driveline infection if i could i would share bc i don’t fucking need it

not saying your doctor needs that i don’t know the full story but it just pisses me off so bad that there are some healthcare providers out there that don’t take their patients’ suffering seriously and treat them based off of THEIR IDEA of what the problem is, even if it’s completely wrong

that’s fucking insane i had a LEEP OF ALL THINGS and they prescribed me oxy AND tramadol after i said my “pain” immediately after the procedure was more just a slight discomfort. some doctors really should have their licenses revoked because they’re not following “first do no harm”

FUCK i’m so sorry :( can you get a second opinion? or maybe go to a pain clinic if it’s a chronic condition?

i see a lot of posts online talking about asking medical professionals to document their refusal to listen to and treat their patients and a lot of the time it gets them to change their mind

can you send a message back like “i would like it to be put in my chart that you’re refusing to treat my debilitating pain”

don’t care + didn’t ask + literally everyone who matters recognizes me and my relationship the way they should + seethe about it transphobe