I welcome our new Onion overlords!

I'm waiting patiently for Mage Breaker edits to return to me but I'm also enjoying rewriting this side project, even if I'm being forced to plot some things.

🤞🤞🤞

I hope everyone has a better Monday than they thought they were going to have.

I felt this in advance last night.

Wait tomorrow is Monday AGAIN???

She can get 100% fucked.

Totally. And this particular book needs to be done well and done right and, for that, I think I need to go slow.

The words wording, but very slowly. While I'm not happy with the pace, I've come to accept that this is probably how this book is going to get written, because it's a different style and vibe altogether. I need to move slowly to capture the intended atmosphere.

I think Kool-Aid Man is a golem of some kind. It's hard to fit him into a category.

Lol I feel that.

I'm sure I'd sell far fewer books if social media wasn't a thing but it's basically a MUST if I want to get my name out there.

90% of the time, I'm just hanging out and goofing off but, yeah, that doesn't sell books.

And social media is often the worst.

Yep. I create for ME. Yeah, I want people to read and enjoy my books (far cry from when I began writing in junior high) but marketing is just...blech.

It's very hard. I haven't written a blog post or a newsletter in too long. I haven't made a YouTube video in three weeks.

And that makes it all feel heavier.

I can't tell you how much I feel this. I absolutely KNOW I could always be doing more and I'm ashamed of myself for not doing that.

But, also, I can only do so much and things are really heavy right now.

I've been learning and unlearning my entire life and have no intention of stopping now.

Absolutely on board with this.

That's awesome.

Made it to Friday.

Already dreading Monday.

I feel this in my soul.

Oh good it's not just me.

I remembered to put the trash on the curb so I'm riding that high all day.

It's turned me off for sure. I've always toyed with the notion of joining and using it for my self-pub books but it's almost assuredly a "no" from me now.

Such is our lot in life. :(

It's their kink.

Today, I'm definitely feeling the "I don't wanna"

That's just cruel.

Welcome to Tuesday. I hope yours is spectacular, and may you step on zero Lego while barefoot.

Lol I actually did put a fan on it to see if it was a heat issue.