This is a lot more down in the dumps than what I wanted it to be but im sure things will look up the next couple weeks
Id just rather want things go back to what they were before

I appreciate those who still have enough tolerance to deal with me, but I just want to fade into the background without feeling like im entitled to having people care when… let’s be honest I don’t give anyone much of a reason to care

My relationships aren’t at jeopardy as far as I understand, but I never can truly connect to my friends in a basic level, nor can I have an attempt at being closer to them in any sense

I’m doing better than I was last month, which is nice but im definitely stuck in some sort of rut at the moment with my social life (and in general)

Twisted Reflection huh

#MHArt #MHStories3 #OCart

a cartoon cat is hugging another cat with a heart above them ALT: a cartoon cat is hugging another cat with a heart above them

🥺 miss u too oomf

I hate all of them one day, I love them the next, I feel nothing the third day, I feel conflicted the fourth, and it repeats
I have nobody who considers me special, which is fine
I can’t tell anyone how I feel, I’ll just look crazy
Mmmmh. Sleep is the most logical choice

I’ve been getting out of bed less, I’ve lost interest in what I enjoyed, everything feels meaningless
My art isn’t worth a dime
My friends are lying to me, but I’m too tired to figure out why they all hate me

I’ve outcasted myself in every one of my relationships because of this belief that I’m not special to anyone—although it rings true, it causes me to lose all grip on reality
The days are more or less a blur to me, everything is the same

I am exhausted of my personality disorder and how it destroys my relationships and by extension my mind

Been sleeping for 14+ hours lately

I’ve denied my gossipy nature for too long… CMERE DRAMA CHANNELS I MISS TOU

I tbink I messed up my wrist
Redraw of a 2 year old painting

Funniest telvanni mage in the world

Whatever I put on my feet better work cause im COOLD

NSFW

bruh we in old man hole

What the fuck is hapening to me😭😭😭😭😭

Phantom period cramps kicking my ass so hard

Image of two mage elves on a round bed in a passionate embrace, one on top of another. They are surrounded with magical balls of light and books and scrolls are lying on the floor.

Silly psijics doing silly stuff

#ElderScrollsOnline

Okay PROBABLY NOT but… id still like to get medicated for something

After a day of swearing up and down my friends are lying to me straight to my face I feel like my regular self
Also im starting to think i have schizophrenia

Trying to do last minute skincare like I didn’t just mess up my foot

Wrist wasn't well enough to do any heavier rendering/painting today so I just did some light sketches to keep in practice. Galleus, my hunter and some friends' hunters. #mhart #ocart #art

my piece for @nmhzine.bsky.social !! 🤼🤼🤼
thanks for having me!

Comms #art #ocart

新年快樂 chúc mừng năm mới my friends wishing everyone good health and prosperity in the coming year 🧧✨🐎 Doodle I did during class #ocart #art

Crazy man

Happy Valentine's Day 💜 #ESOfam