Thank you 🫂 it's just so weird and unexpected and I keep wondering if I did or said something wrong...

Maybe that's bc I don't block often, especially not mutuals.. this makes me genuinely so sad. What did I even do

Maybe that tumblr anon is right maybe people do actually just hate me

"haven't heard from that destiny mutual in a while, I hope they're doing ok"

Ah ok they just blocked me

I really have nobody close left. I have no irl friends and I dug this ditch all on my own. I could die rn and the only people who'd come to my house would be from the hr department

Can't take this much longer

Like literally how the FUCK do you tell someone this. I've been drawing since I was able to hold a pencil. Go fuck yourself.

I'm very depressed and very self-hating but that's such a wild thing to say

"we only work with artists whose passion is visible"

Ok

It's been a long streak of applying to things and projects just to try to keep me focused on not jumping off a bridge but every single project has rejected me

Tldr nobody cares about you and your ugly ass art and if all you do is log in and complain then just grow a pair and kill yourself successfully this time 😍

I've expressed several times my need to take therapeutic time off but they won't let me, even unpaid leave, bc I don't have a gp. And I've been on a gp waitlist for 2 years now and still waiting. I'm stuck

I wish I could just disappear and stop posting. Unfortunately game art is the only thing can do bc I don't have any other skill and Im dead burnt out so I can't learn a new one

The constant grind man.. I just can't. My art is shit and will stay shit bc I'm not constantly trying to better myself and follow one billion tutorials and spam my art everywhere

I hope you CRINGED 🥴

Last time I posted was a year ago, so I needed a proper update but still

Portfolio day is always embarrassing and cringe when I post

Hi #PortfolioDay 🤺
I'm a props artist @ Ubisoft and a freelance illustrator.
I like graphic design, drawing women and negative space. Serial fanartist by night.
linktr.ee/eiramew
[ #gameart #gamedev ]

Commission for @kalmansielu.bsky.social 💜
#destiny2 #destiny2art

Warlock sweep next week 🔅 ! @destinythegame.bungie.net #destiny2 #destiny2art

samma + ikora & sela repost

I mean I'm definitely finding excuses bc my art is just pure shit but .. a deadline is a deadline. That feels unfair

Lmao not the 1st and 2nd place being past deadline submissions

Maybe in another life I deserve to breathe and have friends who respect me. Just not in this one

It's so unfair, I end up in a psych yard and you're drinking wine and laughing

Watching people who once told you you were family now live their best lives without you in it. Yeah

I wish I could matter to someone

Update, now featuring Lakshmi and Maya's names 🤍

Raffle prize for @emahriel.bsky.social 🤍
#art #illustration

I still can't hate her