I’m not even spending that much genuinely. No clothes, makeup or books. I bought groceries for my bf who earns 6 times more than me

Money money money, fuck I’m so broke, scared to look at my bank account :(

I feel like I’m not suited for adult life. On paper my life is going well, so why do I feel on the edge of a total breakdown? The thought of doing my thesis makes me want to disappear completely.

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Crying everyday, I’m just so tired, at least no appetite though

That sounds dangerous, you should pay attention to the color as it indicates the probable location, stay safe!

Yeah it was for a while, but after you don’t do it for a while it tastes disgusting (especially with all the sweet flavors) cigarettes feel more reliable? Idk if I make sense

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Holy shit I had the best bowel
movement since forever!!! 1 kg lighter 🤭

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Depression is so fun!!!! Either I unhinge my jaw and eat everything in sight OR can barely get myself up to eat anything.

Feel you, the dread is getting unbearable

I want to smoke cigarettes so badly vapes dont do it at allllll for me I neeeeeeeeeddddd

I guess I will lose so much weight that it eventually happens, nothing matters anymore

Again and again and again and again, I scare myself and others, the ones I love most. Everything is so triggering rn

I think a lot of people are on TikTok and older folk tend to be on bluesky/twitter, it’s the usual ed social media platform cycle

I’m back and triggered badly what’s uppppppp

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Arugula gassed me up so much wtf 😭😭
I looked 5 months pregnant

Nothing triggers me more than conflict.

I love himmmmmm

It’s so hard to restrict while being in a healthy relationship damn. Date nights make me eat :/

I can do this, I can do this

why is there such a massive influx of locals in my damn inbox. IF UR NOT AN ED VENT ACC GET OFF MY PAGE AND QUIT INTERACTING W ME its right there in my name, use your eyes and brain please for the love of god

Wish you a quick recovery 🫶🏻

I gained 2 kg since quiting nicotine…. Wtf should I do now 😭😭

I wish I could go back to a time when it hadn’t gone so bad, but I don’t remember a time when I didn’t hate my body
Maybe when I was 10…

Recovered?! Always bodychecking, hoarding food like an apocalypse is coming, counting calories, purging occasionally
I just want it to stop

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Im too scared to get on a scale, I probably gained a kilo back
I feel so heavy, like a sack of shit

20 hour fast I have to cleanse myself, but there is sooo much food at my work ahhhhhhhh

I binged and purged. For what? Still a fat pig

I hate AI so much you couldn’t even image
It’s bringing the worst out of people and making them delusional :(