This is Mr. Sushisiren. This morning, sushisiren moved on to shitposting in the great beyond.

They spent their last days surrounded by the love of friends and family, and not a second alone.

The world is a darker place without their light, but at least we got to bask in it for a little while.

I'm glad I got Guinness from the source before I couldn't anymore

Thanks, fren 🫂

sometimes things are overwhelming and overbearing as fuck and I just need a day to sleep...do I really have to feel these feels all. at. the. same. time.?!?!?

extra this

fairs, and they're having to be careful what they put me on because liver x.x

really paying for the fent, got some nasty reflux with it

I'm good I just got way too burned out, paranoid, and drugged lmao

one of the many reasons ily and you're wonderful 🫂💜

totally would have taken more advantage of that opportunity today but I got the notification it was scheduled just over 24hrs in advance and it sent me on a crazy spiral where I ended up so tired it's taken me ten minutes to even write this reply

10000%

some random dude in my replies: makes weird comment that could be misconstrued as a compliment but is actually low key ragebait

some other random dude: comes in kinda defending me?

me: *dusts it away with med posting about cancer bs* ...huh, weirdly effective card to play...noice, let's stay lol

2026 got me like

oohhh I hate it when that happens ><

definitely time to rest! (And tysm for your service 💜💜💜)

waaaahhh I'm gonna cry happy tears 😭 - tysm luvbug ily!! 💜💜💜

realizing venting on here is easier/better because having to vent pain irl leads to "goddamnit. fuck. wish I could take it away. I need to go decompress" from my mom...which is a good healthy response but makes me feel shitty for making her shitty and kicks off a bad cycle

totally thought i was going to fall when I got out if the car coming back and undo all the hard work to not bleed to death internally lol (you hear that universe?? I said LOL x.X)

Ty!! and thanks to science and a deeply caring med team, it was sooooo much better than I expected!! the getting there and coming back parts weren't great but the biopsy itself was only 5 minutes and the team was great to chat with ^-^

back to med and trauma posting because I'm not supposed to exert energy for 24 hours after biopsy and I'm flying too close to the sun

I'm so so sorry, but if you have to I'm also glad you're getting it because this is big scary stuff and the more info they can get the better 🫂

🎶the worst part of waking uuppp...🎶 is getting ready for a biopsy

me every corner I turn on the spiral into cancer land...

I have recently been diagnosed with liver cancer and needed a mini meal with good protein that also provided a little hydration because I can easily go over my current volume capacity if drinking while eating yet also have extreme dry mouth, so this was to hit a balance of other goals.

I don't find either component too sweet in this application, I eat cottage cheese with sweeter fruit all the time and don't find cottage cheese sweet in the least bit. yes have had strawberry with both of those suggestions, they are good, but was not the point of the snack.

hell yeh. I love how we always find a way to remind me that we're friends for great reasons like taste in stuff lol

it totally seems like a natural fit!! and genuinely happy I could help you avoid the self discovery ^-^

protein is just about the hardest thing to sit on my stomach yet is also the nutrient I need the most to get the core energy I need back to be able to get out of bed and to encode all those cool immunotherapy instructions...so much irony

having to suck up so much pride and decency already on this journey...the over pushing of protein and cottage cheese over the last few years has been pissing me the fuck off, and now I need them to keep me alive long enough to be able to fight my cancer with my limited options 🥲

happy to save you from tiny trauma! it's not totally unbearable but not near as good as other options, it's like they flavor cancel each other out so you just don't taste either quite right and get this weird neutral thing instead

Bad science (aka bollocks) cant and should not be written out of the history of science because it came to be revealed as bad or incorrect science.
This sets us up to believe that science is infallible, a dangerous and ahistorical framing.

I genuinely think Visa and Mastercard and all the other rent-seeking payment fascists should be burned to the ground and the earth salted so nothing so evil grows in their place.