Like I wasn’t even skinny yet I was bmi 19.. bro wanted me to recover while I was still fat 💀 men are so silly!🤪

Gained fucking loads of weight because my boyfriend smashed my scales and hid my food scales trying to force me to recover while I was staying with him.. so now I’m doing a liquid fast :)) I don’t need anything but my aloe water and my vape!!!!!! I WILL hit a new lw. I don’t care anymore!! :D

Literally all I can think about is food

Also if by some miracle someone manages to recognise me from my tattoo, NO YOU DONT

No comment except I love my boyfriend

Live my life in leggings, slayyy 😛✌🏻

This blue dress is SOOO pretty and flowy 🥹

Fuck it, some casual body checks and a not so casual body check
👁️👅👁️

TW: my body is gross 🫶🏻 (please don’t be mean)

Redid because I’m 26 now (I turned 26 in august I am just shit at being active on social media)

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Hi I’m Zan!💖
✿ 26
✿ she/her
✿ UK
✿ High SW

✰ I post occasional body checks, lots
of nonsense and pink stuff ✰

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Fatphobes and minors DNI
#edsky #shsky #drugsky
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I’m a cup of water away from being in bmi 20’s again but yeehaw I’m finally bmi 19(.9)
Come a long way since bmi 45

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I don’t even post anymore I just be LURKIN

Your eyes are so pretty omgggg

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Hi guys unfortunately I’m back lol

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And I’m on holiday with my boyfriend so I can’t count calories

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I ate two meals today

I wish I could take my organs out and wash them under a sink or shower. that would fix me

can my weight stop going up ffs

Your hair colour is so pretty 😄

Changed my theme from pink to white and red bc I took a selfie and my legs look tea lmao
(I’ll change it back when I feel insecure again)

Went to Seaton to walk down the beach during sunset, it was so pretty until I got splashed by a huge wave.. then suddenly it wasn’t so great 🥲

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Haven’t weighed myself in like a week, been restricting like crazy, barely even showered or been on my phone other than the occasional menty b
Now to top off this PIT that I’m stuck in, I just got my period!

I want to die! 😋

*takes 10kg from you as you scroll*

I feel that, you can still get the help you need without the official diagnosis anyway.. it’s just a title 🤷🏻‍♀️ Hope you’re okay either way 🫶🏻

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Me in about 0.2 seconds so I can finally shut the fuck up

Ok I need to actually put my phone down, why am I live tweeting a breakdown heheh

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I have both too!! It’s horrible and you spend every day at war with yourself !! 💖💖

I’m low-key losing my mind a little bit, the doctors scales said I was way less than mine so I’m going to go ahead and assume they need new scales lol

Started weighing myself in my snoodie and dressing gown because I knew I had gained and didn’t want to face the reality of it, so now I can pretend it’s because of how heavy my clothes were