I should probably take a social media holiday, but some how the despair makes it harder to disconnect. Like the world will still be shitty, but now I won't have the other distractions that social media brings.

I am 100% obsessing over an out of stock item that I really don't need because I am craving control over my life. And if it does come back into stock, I'm still buying it, even knowing this about myself.

Don't know how much I'll use this, but I figure it is time for an account.