My original name on here was Lover Ungrateful because of that song!

ETA Hoffmann writing Der Sandmann: This character, Olimpia, is a beautiful automaton programmed only to say "Ah! Ah!" Created and destroyed by man, disposable, an example of what Freud will later call the unheimlich.

My horny ass:

Definitely not mutually exclusive, but exceedingly rare. I hope I find it someday.

The frustration can be part of the fun!

Thank you for supporting my delusions.

I just want to be owned by someone who uses me as their 24/7 free use fucktoy but also thinks I'm a beautiful genius, is that so much to ask?

Thinking about strike branding again.

Interesting! I've never been able to do that.

And if I'm watching porn, it's almost exclusively of women and never men.

I'm not a very visual person when it comes to physical, in-person desire. I see porn as different though, as everything is heightened. It has to be, to compensate for the presumed lack of another person. So I do watch porn, but I prefer audio porn. Even if I'm watching porn, it's usually JOI.

Thank you, sweet Camille ❤️

And I stand by it! I even came from oral today and I have not changed my mind.

Hahaha if we set our minds to it, we can do anything!

"The best way to get over someone is to get under someone else"

Or, hear me out, we process our stupid emotions and give ourselves some stupid time.

Cancelled on the giant Dom because I think I need to just sit in my feelings for a while and stop trying to distract myself with new things.

I don't want to jinx it but I think my mood is finally lifting.

"We haven't even kissed in a while."

So kiss me then. Idiot.

Fingering

Misanthropy hours.

Yeah likewise, I LOVE to give. I get far more enjoyment from giving than receiving.

Like knock yourself out down there but don't fool yourself into thinking it's for my benefit.

It's funny (not funny) that every time I express this, online or in person, the response is "But when it's good-!"

OK. God forbid I have a preference lmao

I have had good head. I've had great head. It doesn't change the fact that it doesn't excite me. I have never in my life thought "Wow, I really wish I was having my cunt eaten right now."

It just doesn't excite me. It's fine, but I'm just not particularly into it.

No, that's the thing, I've cum from it and many partners have been great at it, but I also largely find it boring. I just don't care for it. It's boring!

I honestly think if I never got head again, I wouldn't even miss it.

#blackandwhite #nudephotography

Pierre Boucher (1908-2000)
Nude at Tellouet Telouet, Morocco
1936

Engaging in terrible thoughts (of starting a blog)

Me too. I'm not a very visual person when it comes to interpersonal relationships.

You don't say 👀