THIS LITERALLY HAPPENED TO ME WTF

Seguiré adelante con mi vida, solo abandonare unos par de sueños que no son compatibles conmigo.

And another one to add up. I'm usually extremely heartbroken when a relationship doesn't work.

But today happened again, but I don't feel sad, I literally feel nothing. Feels like I finally reached the bottom.

Love officially is not for me (:

angwy

so cuteeeeeeeeee

We're so back 🔥

www.furaffinity.net/view/64186999/

"I'm shutting up the mouths of everyone who believed in me 🔥"

I'm in a better spot now, thank you for the support, I managed to keep going despite everything. I'm slowly taking control of my life once again, and hopefully you'll see me around more often now!

👀

This brings me so much joy, I've been obsessed with Zhao lately 🐇

Sadly I see the "could be worse" as a "you don't have the right to feel sad because there are people suffering worse than you"

Happy Valentine's Day

maybe next year...

This is such a beautiful gift, thank you so much, I appreciate it a lot 💖

And the sad part is, out of all of them, two of them were people that I felt "this is it, this is the person I really wanna get married with in the future"

And I just get ditched randomly. We never fight, we never discussed... maybe they got bored of the lack of problems?

People always go like "you just need yourself to be happy!" But what if my dream isn't me being alone?

That video represent 5/6 terrible experiences I had with people who told me they loved me, but ditched me randomly one day without saying why, just direct ghosting.

Everyone says to never give up on your dreams, that any dream isnt stupid, but the moment I tell anyone my biggest dream is to get married and make a family, is when people says "You don't need to have a gf to be happy, silly!"

Thats now when my dream becomes stupid in the eye of everyone~

I have been true to who I am for the last 6 years and that have only achieved me being alone, getting backstabbed, ditched away, and lose 98% of my social circle.

Thats why I realized I should give up on my dreams, because i cant achieve them alone because being myself only bring loneliness ✨️

Don't worry, by giving up I don't mean seize to exist. But rather, giving up on some of my biggest dreams that may be too good for me.

Man...

Why are these hands chasing dreams out of my reach?...

I have no feedback on why people ditch me, so the only possible logic I can find is that being myself is wrong, I'm broken, and should learn by now my place in this world.

But it's okay, I'll just try my best to live the rest of my life doing what bring me a bit of joy.

I told you so many times... if you simply didn't want to talk to me anymore, just tell me, JUST COMMUNICATE, SAY SOMETHING TO ME, HELP ME REALIZE IF I DID SOMETHING WRONG. We never fight, we never discussed, we both at one point shared that feeling of love and become something...

Is that, or I'm too stupid to not feel destroyed whenever I get ghosted or ditched without any feedback. I wish people where more honest, "Kassuwu/kassromi", if only you were honest and told me why, WHY YOU DECIDED TO AVOID ME ENTIRELY FOR LITERALLY NO REASON AT ALL?

But those 5 out of 6 where people who didn't communicate, people who simply dissappeared, ghosted, without any particular reason.

No fights, no drama, no matter what, I always end up being ditched out, kinda feels like people nowadays are lacking of empathy...

I may be really late to achieve stuff I really want, but I can still learn how to enjoy the few things that still bring me joy.

Now I'm conscious that I'm not a person who's meant to be loved, 5 of those items represent people that I truly love.

I'm sorry for those who I may have worried, I'm ok.

This was a personal piece I decided to do when I was feeling extremely down, it's a really personal work that I wasn't sure if post or not.

Found a song that I feel identified for 100%, now with a personal touch of mine...

Wouldn't it be easier to give in?

Forgot to send the last couple ones of the Jellystone comm, so there it is!

Commissioned by: @pdplayzone.bsky.social

Jellystone Characters, but again :3

Commissioned by: @pdplayzone.bsky.social

Jellystone characters :3

Commissioned by: @pdplayzone.bsky.social

this is actually really cute :3

Happy New Year 2026!

I just came back home a couple hours ago, gonna spend the New Year alone, but wanted to at least do a little New Year drawing (even tho I hurt my hand couple days ago and it kinda hurts a bit to draw, but was worth it)

I wish for the best for y'all 💖