There are some things about me that I'm too nervous and embarrassed to admit even here, but I have friends that know all of it and still accept me and that feels pretty good

A screenshot of the video game Pokémon Pokopia. The screenshot depicts a Pokédex entry of a Pokémon resembling a queen bee. The entry reads: "No. 058 Vespiquen Beehive Pokémon It houses its colony in cells in its body and releases various pheromones to make those grubs do its bidding Height: 3'11". Weight: 84.9 lbs Type: Bug / Flying"

A screenshot of the video game Pokémon Pokopia. A Vespiquen is depicted with a speech bubble above its head. The speech bubble reads: "Won't you help? ♪"

Hi, hello, yes please, I volunteer

I'm really not doing well at all

Over the span of like a month I went from "I don't know if I'm really interested in any gender affirming surgeries" to "I want basically every gender affirming surgery"

Throw another on the abandonment trauma pile I guess

I wonder if I'll ever really start feeling like I *am* a woman instead of *wanting* to be one.

I have a mighty need to kiss girls

Today was one of those really dissociative days where my brain goes "oh, huh, I was emotionally abused this year" and I just try to figure out how to even believe that.

Okay turns out I'm really into hypnokink

Me. I'm pretty.

Hi, it's been a minute. I'm still pretty and gay as hell.

I can't believe I'm expected to complete my professional responsibilities while I am consumed by homosexual thoughts

Fuck, I'm gay

Would there happen to be a name for this

Is there a type of ace where you only get horny over your kinks that are all about behavior and you never experience physical attraction

== Results from bdsmtest.org: == 97% Brat 94% Submissive 93% Primal (Prey) 81% Pet 80% Exhibitionist 75% Voyeur 72% Rope bunny 62% Non-monogamist 62% Experimentalist 61% Vanilla 58% Masochist 51% Slave 23% Degradee 21% Master/Mistress 14% Owner 12% Primal (Hunter) 7% Switch 4% Rigger 0% Daddy/Mommy 0% Ageplayer 0% Brat tamer 0% Degrader 0% Dominant 0% Little 0% Sadist

well, didnt have anything better to do when i cant sleep so I guess I updated this

a pyramid of needs and the only need is "sitting in a girl's lap and innocently yapping about your day while she starts groping you :3"

casual groping >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I miss who I was before the trauma

A screenshot of discord messages Katelyn: P1 is hot trash with good ideas. Like P4 is at least a game that you can play. P1 punishes you for selecting anything in a menu. Sapphire Senatrix: "P1 punishes you for selecting anything in a menu." you're a top, of course you wouldn't understand. Katelyn: P2IS is a really great story that improves on literally everything P1 tried and adds more personal sta--

I'm extremely funny

Nothing like your therapist struggling to know what to say when you explain the reasons you feel like you're gonna be lonely the rest of your life to make you start to worry it might really be as bad as you imagine

Taking more nudes lately has honestly got me thinking that I'd be interested in doing sex work of some kind. This is doing a lot for my self-confidence.

I'm gonna wager that practicing taking nudes is gonna be a better use of my time than watching the latest Keighley show

My favorite part of transition has been going from "wearing a bra gives me gender euphoria" to "not wearing a bra gives me gender euphoria"

Taking nsfw selfies actually makes a surprisingly large difference in my self confidence

(no, I'm not posting them publicly on an account that can be traced back to my real name)

Love seeing myself like heck yes I'd kiss me

I'm so tired of days like this

💙 all this is so true about me

Definitely starting to settle in to thinking I'm demisexual. I'm realizing I just don't ever feel attracted to people that I don't have an emotional attachment to, and then once that attachment does form suddenly I can get a *deep* feeling of yearning when I'm thinking about them

Still lesbian tho

Seriously, do not buy, stream, or otherwise support of promote more Harry Potter bullshit. It is no longer theoretical - Rowling is funelling those wizard bucks into getting the law changed to actively oppress an already-vulnerable minority.

The date went extremely well.

Related: Turns out I can definitely be a bit of a domme now and then, as a treat. And apparently I'm good at it.