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Got a thing for my thing. Now I can pump out bullshit at a speedy pace.

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Sharpedo graffiti!
(reposted with permission 😊)

So, anyways. Let's talk about beefy men LOL

Sorry for the TMI rant.
I wanted to get it off my chest in a visible location to remind myself I didn't dream up being frustrated.

Pretending I'm ok and normal sometimes backfires.

I just wish the doctors at this point could label the things wrong with me. I don't care for a cure, since I've been conditioned to understand most things I have aren't cureable, just treatable. But having medical question marks is so stupid. So, so stupid.

... am also very unstable in new ways! Chronic low blood pressure and sugar is so... ???? Narcolepsy getting worse, epilepsy getting worse ???

This CAN'T just be blameable on aging, right?

But at the same time, it wasn't like the surgery was optional. 😮‍💨 What was I gonna do, grin and bear it?

I was capable of so much. Granted, that was only when my organs weren't malfunctioning at the time. When they did, I'd go down hard and drag everyone around me down too.

I just don't know if this sacrifice was as good of a thing as I wanted it to be. I'm stable in a lot of ways, but l...

It feels like ever since my surgery, I am capable of doing a lot less. 🤔 I thought it was just me getting older, but it honestly was like night and day. Before the surgery, it was like I had a lot of energy!
I still slept a lot.

BUT.

I mean at least I drew something...?
(really wanna play games...)

Drawing stupid shit in Tomodachi Life counts as drawing daily... right?

My self control is terrible... I played it for 7 hours yesterday...

I really like Rayne's design...!
(〃´ー｀)

Today is a "don't fucking touch your tablet pen you brainlet" day.

I was wondering why my Tomodachi Life characters all have English accents.

Apparently it's a console lamguage thing. I can be an American LOL

I should just forbade myself from deleting things...! If the app I'm using has a hide feature then that makes sense. Ugh ugh...

Also man I miss scheduling posts to drip feed so that my activity doesn't go stagnant.

warmup woo

Art day todaaaaay woo ya
(I have so much self inflicted shit piled up LMAO none of it is even commissions orz)

I enjoy body type differences! 🎉

Tomodatchi Life is fucking me up so bad and it's just the demo

Mostly the obligation thing I took AGAIN and some character ref sheets.

In order to keep myself from flipping out, I will try to finish 5 or so obligations before getting Tomodachi Life. Otherwise I just won't be alive on social media anynore. orz

Sorry no arting... Stuff came up and I malfunctioned. Repairs are being made to my systems and I should be fine soon!

I like having low self esteem. I'd rather wallow in self-hatred than be overly confident... 😮‍💨

I doubt I am really someone most would care to lose as a follower. I am one of potentially 100+, and don't interact with others typically.

It must be nice to have self-worth and self-esteem enough tk believe otherwise.

I am not here to talk about games! I am here to talk about art!

And husbandos! Those too!

Perhaps it is a viable reason to unfollow them. If it were to happen with a Kirby release, I would be heartbroken. I think next time someone posts untagged content from a game I want, woosh~

I am gone.

Uhhhee nobody is tagging their Tomodachi Life stuff just like they didn't tag their Pokopia stuff...

Time for my memory loss-ness to shine. May I potentially forget everything I see. 🙏

How do people post yume art and not feel embarassed? I feel like deleting my account every time I do.

I am simply not strong enough...