Birb Diary: 04/14/26

me and rainbow finally completed the game split fiction together just now live on stream after almost over a year lol

Birb Diary: 04/13/26

it's my birthday!

(also i noticed a lot of other people ik have birthdays in april too lol)

KAWAII PRO BIRTHDAY FANART BY THE WHIMSICAL DERG OF JOY @goobii.bsky.social! THANK U SO MUCH!!! 🎉🐥🎉

trestaniel - Twitch it's my birthday stream! (april 13th)

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www.twitch.tv/trestaniel

Birb Diary: 04/10/26

for the past 9 months, i've been living with my relatives for a place to stay

during that time, i've been house hunting non-stop

after signing the deed at the law firm this early morning

i am excited to say...

i now officially own a house, yay!

updated style & vibes for 3.0

WAH! LOOK EVERYONE, ITS FANART OF ME FROM THE LOVELY @izzyfatcat.bsky.social THANK U SO VERY MUCH, TWAS A VERY PLEASANT SURPRISE YAY~!!! ✨️🐥✨️

TYTY SOOOOOO MUCH 4 THE FANART OF ME @castrodour.bsky.social! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! STANMAXXING BIRBCORE!!!!!

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Birb Highlight: Shade Nocturne

www.twitch.tv/Shade_Nocturne

[Plz checkout Shade Nocturne! They're an incredibly talented voice actor & musician full of wit & cunning with a heart of gold~ It would mean a lot to me if ya'll support em cuz they're still fairly to the twitch furry stream community~!]

that is also valid, we're all literally wips processing ourselves

alrighty my last preachy lecture lol

we can't changed what happened or the people that hurted us in the past

BUT

we can change how we respond to it from now on

no matter what, their presence will always linger in various ways

we have to take initiative for our sake

becoming an unbothered queen

i weirdly have mental fortitude & tolerance

had my share of being in my baddie villain era too...

like i legit get it

if people are using me, i understand how it is

so i just give them a chance to remedy that insecurity

initial enemies to potential friends vibes lol

(not suitable for everyone)

but yeah fear is strong, once u leave ur nest, what we fear next is the unknown, and uncertainty, "will i have a place?" "can i trust u guys?" stuff like that lol

another thing in life i eventually learned, once we come understand why, all we can do is talk things out

BUT

it takes so much strength to forgive others,

cuz Forgiveness itself is strength

honestly think of everyone as a dark souls, it takes a LOT of grinding and repetition to understand the boss levels and behavior how they telegraph their emotions lol

emotional connection is goals, sex is just a bonus

"emotional vulnerability is weakness" as they say in a toxic mindset

im the type of person who attenpts to understand why the mean cheerleader or queen bee is such a prick in a rom com movie, making headcanons that they're just really insecure with generic stereotypical tropes lol

(a story villain empathizer)

it's commonplace to have different external factors (environment) that may have influence us and how we respond and interact, people are just built different in erractic paces, we're all messy, it's innate nature objectively speaking but i guess thats me wearing robotic lenses viewing people as such

also sorry for being so spammy and chatty, what u said really resonated with me for a sec lol

also even if peeps can have ulterior motives, who did intended for free art or nsfw whatever, it can be changed, rules aren't pernament, but maybe that's my optimism speaking, who is choosing to believe in the benefit of the doubt, cuz i kinda get it cuz im hella insecure and imperfectly selfish too

honestly reletable, i think i just got lucky picking a few long straws,

hmm i guess, i see it as the concept of trying new foods, u may miss an opportunity if u dont invest and take a chance, even if ur cautious

otherwise it'll just be a stagnating routine, to always questioning every single food

also ur not alone in this, a lot of people share a similar sentiment, it's just mostly we're all anxiety-coded or a struggle bus to have rizz to speak so earnestly without fear of being judged or condemned

interpersonal communication skills are basically roguelikes, incrementally improving it after gaining the experience, navigating into the social abyss of polarized emotions and insecurities

best thing is pray and find someone like-minded with chemistry who are still in a wip, but at least tolerable

do not ask yourself whether or art is good instead ask is it sincere was it cathartic was it fun to make is it made by me and don’t forget to stay silly

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