feelin pretty shit
Posts by lost lamb ๐
the ayn thor had a bit of a... development hiccup over the past couple of days, but i definitely still want one (or a future competitor) eventually, once i'm able to justify the frivolous purchase. but it's just so nice that i don't need a $1000 mini pc to play my dumb little games to-go now :333
it's so crazy that i can use a midrange android to play tons of PC games now. like, it's ACTUALLY wild, it's such an unfathomable advancement as a result of people just doing hobbyist stuff
i can play pseudoregalia on the go now... and this is truly wonderful. not modded - yet - but, baby steps :3
i was drawing for a little bit but then it stopped :c
hope i can get back into it, it felt really nice
the drive just kinda poofed away since i bungled a comm and hate myself lmao
vtubercide.......
lmao furry art april my baby kitty ;o; still one of my favorite drawings a
eepy kitty..... โ
custom characters are such a surefire way to sell me on a game
but goddamn, I've never REALLY thought about how much of an asset sink they are to accommodate
on an unrelated note, I'm enjoying playing through the Tenchu series. I just got to Tenchu Z. kunoichi more like cute-oichi ๐ธ
trauma is hard lmao
it's so difficult to appreciate what i have when i still so strongly yearn for what i had
Gothโฆ badger?
another year
another Easter having not drawn any hot bunny girls.....
maybe next time
like, the outer boundaries of the castle were cliff sides and waterfalls, so each "area" was still enclosed, there was no going OoB. it was a very surreal, early Tomb Raider vibe for the outdoors. there was a specific aesthetic for indoors too, but I couldn't place it. maybe Kirby Air Ride?
idk lol
wacky dreams!
as if in a massive 3d Castlevania. like an entire open mansion and estate with impossible geometry. substantially taller than it was wide. you could literally fall from the top, in between rooms (think like bridges and windowed corridors), and hit the bottom (no fall damage ofc)
Relax and take your time! ๐ฎ๐น
that's why we use potatoes and potato-byproducts as our permanent placeholders here on querrieoh TV!
ok but what if capcom made a monster hunter with dragon's dogma grabby mechanics
Let's party all night!
i know i want to use the early access thing, but i can only turn it from paid to public, i can't turn it from paid to free members
but maybe it's not a big deal? but i don't want loyal patrons to feel cheated bc i'm already a fuckin letdown. idk i'll just let people vote w/ their wallets lmao
one of these days i'm going to have to procure and ingest a bunch of adhd medications so i can just go through my entire patreon and public everything that's paywalled and years old lmao
the worst part is that i cant remember if i already did, and patreon's post management is so fuckin abyssmal
but it was still great bc I was an excessively attractive goat-bunny-cat lady
sigh
if only................... ๐ฅฒ
the weirdest part was that I could detach from my body and view a real-time map of locales I'd explored - not unlike how it works in-game - but that was when I was most at risk of capture. EXCEPT when I was in the map, I couldn't see the jumpscare because I was like astrally projecting I guess lmao
I was Sybil Pseudoregalia, and I was actively dream hopping, except I couldn't fight, and when I was caught by a figment of a nightmare, I had to start over a la jumpscare. it effectively just expanded upon the map with tons of new, surreal locales. I wish I could've explored more of them :c
dreams!
dream one was weird. for some reason I was traveling somewhere, but halfway through, one of my connecting flights leaked and got compromised, so I had to figure out an alternative flight. highlights include visiting random malls attached to the connecting airports
but dream two, WOOF
i finally beat RE outbreak 1
it sucks lmao
all other flaws aside, if the loading times were even just a little better, and the player character turned and ran even just a little faster, it would immediately be leagues better. but i'm glad i played it and i WILL be playing file 2.
you are in good hands with krita :3
nobody in the family liked her except me (like big sister energy). she was really tall (or maybe I was really short? (or both?)) and picked me up in a hug and carried me around outside. that's it, that's all that happened.
it was great, more dreams like that please ๐ฅบ
wacky dream time!
I don't remember most of it, but I do remember the end; family reunion of some kind. one family member was just some horror trope girl that didn't exist, a la Evelyn (RE7) or Emily (RE9), but normal and all grown up???
head hort :c
wasting away