as a colorblind person, this Tomodachi Life color guide has been very helpful so I'm passing it on

thanks to u/okally and the TL subreddit: www.reddit.com/r/tomodachil...

aridania 🌹❄️ #ffxivart #commission #vgen

goodnight!!!

MY FWIIIIIIIIIIIIENDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS UUUUUUUUU

A drawing of Ardbert and Seto, both smiling at the viewer

no art juice so here is ardbert and seto from '21 that I still find cute... my babies #ffxiv

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I plan on setting up a gofundme soon enough but I want to repost my ko-fi again: as of right now I have no income except donations and could really use them to ease the stress of my current situation. Trying to get on my own footing in life in the span of just a few months.

ko-fi.com/sanguineclad

back from my break with more silverbullet

#deadlock

perhaps im not going to fanfest. perhaps we are going to have to suffer through car shopping this week. but i am doing the 1-2hr long road trip to jollibee with friends.

pto for the rest of this week (fun)
do not have to work until next tues (fun!!!)
having to cram a week of work into one day bc ill be on pto (BAD)

the amount of times ive had to go into blender/photoshop to snip the cross off of something i stg LMFAO

FIFTY???

Bev's Rock Formations - Minion Props Have you ever needed a bunch of rocks? I got just the mod for you!

Bev's Rock Formations now available on Heliosphere:

A variety of rock shapes with various premade colors or use brio to customize it to your liking. Combine multiple to create larger rock faces.

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i love it when my depth of field fucks up and it looks like im looking at ps2 era zeph

dasani water is horrible for this reason

YOU HAVE TO!!!!!

My Very Cool smelly video game is only TEN SMACKAROONS right now.
Indulging could get you clear skin and beautiful shiny hair. (CONFIRMED BY ALL PLAYERS)

this is also your occasional reminder to please stop giving every .dll that you come across access to your PC dear god y'all would have created sentient life from the petri dish of viruses you'd have inflicted on your computer back in the olden days

yeah like. one side insists that we are traitors (bc we delight in masculinity) and the other side gets like "mmmm idk thats scary. ur scary :/"

it can be very..... scratches head. lmao.

posting abt shit relating to my gender/sexuality on here always makes me nervous, BUT a friend irl did suggest some nearby gay/lesbian bars that i plan on checking out with gremmy once we settle.

and i know once we Do start doing that ill just be like "lmao nvm this shit is ez god damn" LMFAO

if you ever did want someone to talk to in dms about it, you're always free to give me a poke. transmasc to transmasc here trust me i feel u lol

yeahh no i feel you. i saw some of your older posts from a while back on the topic and felt them really hard. something i've struggled with for years is not expressing myself the "right" way in multiple levels, so i really do feel it.

some people really do see pronouns that aren't she/her or they/them and go "AH. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. AHHHHHH." in everyone's face lmao

#ffxiv

i think the transmasculinity adds to it in lrp just because people are So fucking quick to see that you present Simply Trans and Masculine and go "oh. oh my god you could Never possibly have a connection to womanhood." and then insist upon you being a Manly Man™️ + The Devil, From the Bible.

Arcadion Round 12 : Lindwurm #FFXIV

thank u aurora 🥺❤️, it means a lot

thank u wynne i love u 🥺. for what it's worth, the bulk of my experience and agonies were pre-sunset flag or like right after its making (imo the thing that made a lot of people online have the 'oh wait masc lesbians + butches. oh. ohhhh' realization lmao), and its gotten a LOT better since.

how do i word it other than like. yeah thats Probably the label i want to use, but do you know how many times i had to explain "the fact you are attributing my name as a man's name is the fucking point of it being my name. it forces introspection." to people in online spaces. and still get excluded.

i know at the end of the day it's Personal + i don't Have to label everything (and i know in IRL spaces, aka the thing that's made me contemplate this more recently, its esp more fluid), but ugh god if it isnt resurfacing old feelings of isolation dude lmao.

ive known for a bit that my attraction doesn't include men. i also /used/ to ID as butch and that is still relevant to me re: presentation.

however i have extreme pause with attributing myself to a sexuality label due to the admittedly huge disconnect i have from the community due to past exp