The weekend is not long enough

Just casual Saturday night panic attack vibes.

I'm sure Sundays will be more fun considering *sunday*

My partners dad always said "don't drink when things are bad, drink when they're good." And omg, that's hard this week.

I'm feeling very depressed but in some happy news, it wasn't dark as I drove into work this morning.

I took melatonin before bed last night and slept really well for 2 hours. Then tossed and turned for 6.

I can't do that again tonight.

I'm really getting tired of things starting to get better and go my way just for the universe to throw something else in there.

I'm really feeling like I don't know how many more hurdles I can overcome.

(yes I reached out to someone today too, I'm feeling very low so it's time).

I think my period is starting a day early and I'm not mentally prepared for this.

Totally just blanked that February is 28 days when looking at the calendar and thinking it's weird they didn't include the last few days 🤦‍♀️

"Wow, you're very self aware."

Why thank you, this isn't the first time I've had to list out all my habits, interest, and behaviours for a therapist (in the last 12 months).

The start up cost of a garden are high. Especially enough to fully feed you. Then the time and effort to maintain it.

Plus a good portion of the US can't have a year round garden and not everyone can just have a greenhouse (those who do probably aren't as concerned about all this anyways)

Awful wind yesterday morning, upgraded to awful wind with blowing snow

Maybe EO shouldn't have been a thing. Like just coming in and causing chaos like that doesn't help anyone and just leads to constant chaos.

Turns on news "they are moving the doomsday clock closer"

Yeah that's enough of that. Turns tv off.

Sims 1 and Sims 2 are being re-released so I guess my next few months are booked.

So that wind.

Stay to sheltered streets if you're walking. It hurts.

#ottawa

My little winter lover

We just did colour analysis... apparently I'm a winter.

Off to Google what that means.

Less than an hour of work!!!

The US tiktok ban wasn't even a week ago.

That's how wild and long this week has been.

Mentally really struggling with the whole sitting still thing today

My hands are always really dry just from existing. A friend recommended Lemony Flutter from Lush, and it's the best product I've used for my hands.

I have maybe 1 hours worth of patience for the work day in me today.

a man in a blue shirt and tie is sitting at a desk in an office making a funny face . ALT: a man in a blue shirt and tie is sitting at a desk in an office making a funny face .

The fact that I'm expected to go to work and sit there for 8 hours when I really don't want to

This has been the longest week that ever weeked.

I'm so done with it and still have to get through this workday.

I'm considering gnocchi for dinner. But I'm alone tonight and girl dinner and sims playing until bedtime sounds appealing too.

Like just leader! Lead and do a good job and then you don't need to worry.

It makes me feel like he's got plans he's not telling us about.

To be a dog and just have your family obsess over you all the time.

So the roads sucks. Maybe the cold was better.

I can't believe how long this has taken. Should have happened immediately.

It's warmed up enough it's now snowing!