oh btw mutuals! i thiink i dmed all of you or saw your un on egge from previous posts but also one of my mutuals that shares alot of my same mutuals helped me find some of you to add there so if you got a message from me asking but i already sent a request thats why!

oh god how do i find all my mutuals on egge

i made the dumb acc and i cant even find out how to add people. dumb app. dumb. im a hater today.

i dont have an apple acc ;-; im on android so it only gave me the google option but thank you for telling me!!

i was temporarily fine with the situation because i at least had a few active disc servers i was in but now those arent as active so im a hater again

IF THEY WOULD AT LEAST ADD THE OPTION TO SIGN UP WITHOUT A GOOGLE ACC I COULD AT LEAST MAKE ONE TO KEEP UP WITH PEOPLE- (explodes)

i wont split on the new app again. i am happy for my friends and mutuals that like the new app. i can check my feed here and not be angry with jamie each time i see it mentioned. this will not trigger another 2016 level event. (affirmations in the mirror)

anyway last night i was having extremely vivid dreams and apparently was clenching my jaw super hard bc all day my gums hurt so bad :(

anyway since im apparently done splitting on the new app for now i will begrudgingly make an acc ONCE THEY ADD AN OPTION TO NOT SIGN UP WITHYOUR GOOGLE ACC to keep up with mutuals that left here bc i miss y'all BUT I WILL NOT LEAVE BSKY BC I MISS Y'ALL TOO!!!!!! i doubt they will add the option tho

if we share any servers ive already posted them! and mutuals that ask me to send them plant pics are also signing up for FUTURE plant pics o7

MUTUALS lmk if you want me to dm you plant pics on disc (if we dont already have eachother feel free to ask :3)

i love the time of year when i can start repotting plants again but god it is so hot out

im not sure if this helps or not, but i use the following feed with reposts turned off in settings and i think everyone shows up fine!!

Loooong break offline,
finally back to hang with all my fav peeps -`♡´-

#Br0kenColors #Br0kenColorsDG
#DeliveryGuy

genuinely i do not think anyone understands just how bad vnts shutdown is fucking me up still. i would like to not get reminded of this and get angry each time i come on here.

what if i got angry and attacked (i didnt put my journal on my bed and im not getting up for it) (i hate 3 apps in particular for this)

💕

#Br0kenColors #BrokenColors

delete every account i have speedrun just kidding... unless? no i wont but god i sure would like to. dealing with the bs im going through was easier when i wasnt a person to other people.

but WOW it is tempting and i really really REALLY DONT NEED THAT KIND OF TEMPTATION RIGHT NOW. why cant i fucking have anything!!!

coming on here feels useless now and im trying not to delete this app out of anger (not at anyone! anger over the shutdown of vnt and shit going downhill for me in general) bc i know it will trigger the same series of events that lead to me dropping out of everyones life and going back into hiding -

so its getting worse,

*knocking on the inside of your screen* come back from egge >:(

I KNOWWW ive seen 4 over the past few months its so bad being next to one

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nooo i dont OTZ

i dont even want to come on here and check anymore because nobodies here now and all it does is make me sad

i hate Applications and Websites

losing everyone part 2
the worst part is that its not even people Specifically leaving Me this time. at least if it was that i could blame myself for it again and move on.

what if it was 2016 again

(that is not the main reason its upsetting me btw its just another thing thats aggravating me rn)