I HOPENYOU DIE I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE IBHOOEBYOUDIE

Crazy people crazy people crazy people

I need to fall in love

Why do I even fucking bother

fuck

Yellll into the voidddddd nobodydyyyy reaadss theeeseeee justt thee voiiiiiiiiiiddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

Put the retards out of their misery

how the fuck does time go so fast on adderall

i am never high enough

LOL LOL LOL LOL LOLOLOLOLOLOLOOLOLOL

IM really really really really fucking insane

I wonder if everyone else is also as self interested as I am

I will never escape the third self aware blanket wrapped around everything I do judging and questioning if it's even real or something this doesn't make any sense

And tbe longer i put u off the worse its gonna get, what if I just destroy my wrist instead

Shit is just so complicated

I've been in a really dark place a really really really dark place

I don't want to think I need more drugs so i don't think

Lmao my past self would literally fucking despise what I have become, im realizing im taking my life in a direction and taking many turns literally just to intentionally piss my past self off because I hate her so much

So cute and amazing and I don't think i am equipped for it

I hate you and i am so in love with you

cant even believe or know what the hell just happened

that's crazy

I dont play video games i just do drugs

they are coming for me they are going to kill me

I WANNA HURT MYSELF!!!!! BAD!!!

please don't wake me up

if only u knew the things I did in the background for u

if you knew the things and ways you rule my life...

if you knew how you made me feel

u are going to make me kill myself dude