Want to tell my friend that I was like a “nuclear bomb”? Fine. Don’t forget to include how you complained and behaved over the fact someone who emotionally abused you never gave you attention and treated you like shit when you found someone else.

You two were made for each other, huh?

and one more thing. Just to get this off my chest.

I really should have never defended an asshole who tried to remove my friend from a commission HE bought for her as a gift.

You’re nothing but an insecure bitch that loves the attention set around you, Vee. Don’t even try and pretend you are sweet

So if you think that being all buddy buddy with either of them is okay with me: No. It isn’t. They want to play innocent and act like they didn’t do anything? I’d love to see them defend themselves knowing how I felt and how Kana treated ALL of us.

If anything, they’re the immature ones.

And you know what? Excluding Mimi, I actually am offended by their behavior because I’ve BEEN there for when Vee and Ahri were being emotionally abused by Kana on multiple occasions and gave them support and the care they needed. I LISTENED. I STOOD UP.

Yet they turned their backs on me. Cowards.

People like Mimi, Vee, JC, and Ahri, dont have to worry about me being in their presence because I refuse to be around them.

These are the same people that know my grievances and issues with someone and have tried to brush it aside as if it never mattered/is immature.

In no world does spreading positivity and love or remaining neutral actually help because it doesn’t help anyone. It only helps yourself from feeling bad for stating your opinion.

I have a lot of things ongoing in my personal life but I express my opinions regarding issues I disagree with.

Hatred isn’t a negative emotion that exists. It’s a feeling that you have that EXPRESSES the wrong doings people have done to you.

There is a reason we use usually associated “blind hatred” to something that is irrational. What I felt was completely rational.

Gonna make one last thread on this account before I abandon it.

I’ve seen and read tweets/dms about people stating that I’m do full of hatred, that it’s not healthy and it’s so negative and toxic….

Yet, it’s this exact feeling that prevented me from being hurt and lied to throughly all of this.

Like fuck man. It killed you so much to condemn someone for their actions simply because you like their art and their ideas??

There is seriously something wrong if that somehow stops you from realizing how shitty these people actually art.

At the end of the day, as they told me a few days ago, all they cared about was their own foundation in this community rather than standing up for their own morals.

It’s always your stature in a community that comes first instead of your own self-worth.

These people are all the same.

I was patient, I gave reasoning and explanation to all their questions, only for them to backpedal and imply I was being harsh on for having to choose between friends.

It was easy, it’s either you support stealing money or you don’t! Simple as that.

So dramatic….

All I did was call them out for their hypocrisy and stated how I wasn’t event surprised for their decision.

On top of being told that they’re cared more about their “foundation” in this community over their own morals, I don’t like having my emotions toyed with.

You are still willing to treat people like shit and disregard their own boundaries simply because they are starting to dislike you.

All you ever cared about is the artists that you’re friends with or anyone who has some sort of popularity.

You are not slick.

Yes, it bothers me that you call it slander and somehow people don’t see you as being an abusive piece of shit still.

And to make this as clear as day to you, Kana, you’re just proving my point with everything you do.

You pretend that you don’t care UNTIL it someone who’s popular and important.

It’s not really biased when I went out of my way to proved all the context necessary, PERSONALLY, and let people come to their own judgment.

Unlike you who makes passive aggressive comments to artist because they refuse to work with you or tries to manipulate the story.

Translation: “I’m upset that no one is actually taking my word for what “actually” happened and believe you are all idiots for mot believing ME of all people. I’m not the problem, YOU’RE the problem”

…There’s a reason people that used to believe you now have you blocked. I’m just a reporter!

Choose your words wisely next time. I know damn well you don’t like it when someone decides to treat you the same way you treat others.

“Grow up, you actual child”

If it was slander, I wouldn’t have shown the screenshots I had to prove my points. You? All you’ve done is “provide” context…

Which realistically was you manipulating the actual story in your favor.

It’s not a false statement is everything is true and holds multiple witness.

For someone who was emotionally abused by Kana, I’m surprised my actions are be summarized as a nuclear bomb when I simply stood my ground by people who tried to discredit me.

Lastly… It’s not one-sided slander when a lot of people spoke up about your bullshit actions lol.

Kinda want to respond to something here.

This account wasn’t made to primarily target and hate on Kana. This account was made to vent about some things on my mind before I started demonstrating everything Kana has done.

Secondly, I wasn’t trying to be secretive. It was very much public.

I guess it doesn’t matter when you have a popular furry porn artist following you.

Just don’t expect people to stand up for you when you need it. I partially regretting standing up for you when you had your own issue going on over on twitter.

Sorry that I refuse to keep my mouth shut. I’m not like the others who bow to the masses.

At the end of the day, they are people and I’m judging and exposing them as such.

‘Sides, stealing money from people is an actual offense and can ruin someone’s career. Is that what you want to support, Jay?

I’ve given Kana 8 chances to change. Paige has been given 4 chances to change. Neither of them have.

Do you *really* think I’m going to believe someone can change when they clearly refused to take those opportunities themselves?

Why help someone who refuses to help themselves?

Having gone from someone who I leaned on and expressed how people made me feel to throwing me aside JUST to go back to streaming and collaborating with someone who I already proven to be an asshole (Paige) and who he also has issues with?

Yeah, it doesn’t sit well with me. It never will, honestly.

It’s hypocrisy at it’s finest. Why do you guys think I currently dislike JayJay? The “innocent” people he was referring to was Paige and Marxvee, both of which are equally as guilty as Kana, just that my focus wasn’t entire on them.

Yet it was enough paint me as the issue.. So that hurt a lot.

When someone knows my issues and has told me “I understand where you are coming from” and express how the same person made them feel… It’s going to result in me being upset seeing them treat me as the problem instead of voicing out their issues as well.

It’s why I removed a lot of them.

I was stern, aggressive, and extreme. For good reason too, which is something I addressed to a few people I’ve talked to privately.

There is a clear difference between the arguments I had with those who *know* the issues I have and those that *don’t know* the issues that are being presented.

That aside.. I’ll be quite honest, now that I have downtime to just exist and reflect on a lot of things. I don’t think a lot of those “friends” I had realize just how hurt I genuinely was by their decisions.

I didn’t show it because I knew if I did, the authenticity would be tainted by my feelings

Shrug. Critical thinking is nonexistent, I suppose.

We talk a lot about politics and how insane things are getting yet, somehow, fail to draw connections to how those actions done by stupid human beings are also done by other human beings in this community!!

Both are equally as bad but one is none important because its “drama”.

Double Standards.