In light of the recent Twitter/X update, I will try posting here more often, but I keep forgetting because there is like zero engagement here, but if more people are migrating, then I guess it's better than nothing.

Did 30 mins of cardio even though it's already 4 am... lol

Every time I try to motivate myself and learn some level of self-love, I remember I have gender dysphoria, and it all goes out the window. It's the #1 thing I hate about myself; a stain on my entire being. It takes away so much and leaves nothing good behind.

The designs are based on my "LoveLetter" AU. I experimented with styles a bit on this one.

Addispam stuff I doodled in February and May. #DELTARUNE #Spamton #Addispam #sketches #myart

A sign that says please come on. Books this way.

If this was a fae trap I'd be screwed

#yume2kki

[[❤️]]🔒 and stay in there.

I think I really upset one of my friends. Great. 😔

I like how Bluesky is actually showing me accounts of people who have also few followers. Better than being bombarded by posts of people who are 100x more popular like on X and Tumblr tbh...

webdesign zine let's goooooooo!!!

Ugh I barely ate today: a chocolate croissant, a small box of apple juice, and a banana. My appetite was DEAD, but now I feel like I want to go to a buffet and top my plate with as much food as possible.

#spamtenna #deltarune

I love being unstable... NOT! One moment it's like "I love my friends and people," and the next, just wanting to throw myself into a dumpster bin and locking the lid.

Debating if I should start uploading on Instacrap again...

My heart is growing more powerful (literally because of all the cardio I've been doing)

My cat keeps using the disposable ice pack I got from the hospital as a pillow lol

Low energy day. Can't really bring myself to do much. Mood is so horrid.

Spread my thoughts out, tossed into the waves of the webspace. Disregard. Discard. Divest. My opinions don't matter, and no one is watching. The freedom of everything in nothing.

I'm not lonely, but I feel like I fail to be part of something bigger. 😞

Birthday gift I made late last month for my friend @jamesthereggie.bsky.social ! This single-handedly destroyed my artblock. The character is his OC Reine in a cute cat girl outfit. #myart

I actually drew this back in May for Spamton's [[unofficial]] birthday, but I couldn't figure out what to do with it until now... Tenna was added in as a joke, but my friends wanted to keep him in, so there he is. 😂 So I guess it's still a delayed birthday pic? It's BIG SHOT Spamton in his prime when he's at peak health (and also arrogance haha). I haven't painted any pinup pics in a bit, so I'm a little rusty. Anyway, hope it looks mostly okay. His design is from my psychological horror AU fanfiction LoveLetter.

"WOW FOLKS! WHAT A VIEW!"
#DELTARUNE #Spamton #Tenna #suggestive #myart

I drew this a few days ago and forgot to upload it. lol I tried a different technique with inking. I might do this style again later.

A chibi I drew of BIG SHOT Spamton, inspired by my Roblox avatar version of him.
#DELATRUNE #Spamton #myart

Pic I did last year for July 4. I don't have a theme pic this year, so I'm just reuploading this one. Happy July 4! #DELTARUNE #Spamton #Addisons #myart

My fanart for "ENA: Dream BBQ" chapter 1. I'm not honestly that happy with it, but I finished it anyway haha #ENA #ENADreamBBQ #myart

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more older pieces I've done of the BIG SHOT for my "LoveLetter" AU
#DELTARUNE #DeltaruneAU #Spamton #fanart #myart

A few of my older pieces I feel like sharing here, all for my AU, "LoveLetter."
#DELTARUNE #DeltaruneAU #Spamton #fanart #myart