omg i hope you’re okay!! 😓🫶

lunch: liter of coke zero

2.9 lbs until my next goal milestone! stress from school has been taking a toll physically so i’m excited to be losing again

finally scale dropped a little bit i’ll take it

tiktok audio just called me fat brb gonna jump off the tallest building ever

locking in, i really need to trigger myself into honeymoon ana again

i’m overeating and i just want to throw it all up but i don’t want to ruin my purge free streak

i ask, "how could u tell i was neurodivergent" & i'm looking at u like this

these past days have been metabolism days- thankfully i didn’t binge. i might do it until the weekend but honestly i really don’t care about anything right now

i hate having car problems it just makes me want to die even more i don’t have a high tolerance of things going wrong these days ://

coke zero as a reward finishing class

i really don’t want to be in class 😓

it’s raining so hard here with lightning why did i choose to wear heels today omg

i have no idea how much i ate today but im going to bed a little hungry so i hope that’s still evidence of being in a deficit

Just so y'all don't forget it's April Fools Day. I won't be posting jokes or anything that isn't real on here, I'm not gonna be playing pretend or spreading lies for "fun" or scaring anyone. I will still assume what you say is also serious, so y'know exercise caution n whatnot

i don’t mind the dizziness that comes from restricting, it’s the headaches that i hate the most

today’s net cals: 774
ate: 1044
burned: 270

e o de piorar eh maior -' #shtwt #shsky #subtwt #ed #edsky

net cals: 574 (i was so productive today and barely thought of food)
ate: 849
burned: 275 on walking pad

i feel you- i don’t want to start going lower i don’t wanna risk my degree bc i need the energy to at least sound coherent 😭

my supervisor said that i’m “really slimming down” 🤭

i think my biggest regret about almost nine years ago is thinking i could just put down anorexia when i first started restricting. it’s really crazy how once that box opens you can’t ever really close it ://

nutella is literally the one thing i lose control on it’s so annoying 😭 i can’t even have it in the house

lost 1.5 lbs in two days 😛

net cals for today: 700ish

finally done with my presentations until the last day of class 🧖‍♀️

on the walking pad 🤭

psychically im present but mentally im living this image

lost .3 this morning i mean i’ll take it 😼