i smell so good today!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

this is an incredible boon to my mood, i smell like apples and cocoa shea

just came twice p much back to back

this is p noteworthy for me tbh, usually it takes like at least a day before im recharged

having a p low low today

why is it so hard to keep inside thoughts inside

i know im not supposed to be sad and weepy and pathetic openly. i know it ruins the mood and people dont like it

i just wanna complain and rue and fret verbally so that i know that im not burdened alone in silence

its a "feel pathetic and petulantly whine about it" kind of day, im fraid

until i get to be a sorceress with the ability to hurl fire and lightning or live in some horse riding lesbian transfem commune, im sorry to say its terminal

i wanna have a partner i can constantly poke and pester that finds that endearing and like gets playfully fake fed up to use that as an excuse to feel me up in retaliation

>.< gahhhhh

i jus woke up btw

i am absolutely gonna cringe later about how im being right now but im too tired at the moment to care

i feel like being pestery and dont really know where to direct it so ig im directing it at no one in particular on here with posts like this

is this too explain-y?? idk

what if shit was good instead of bad and like all the stuff thats bad was actually good and we took all the bad things and made them good things and-
thatd be pretty cool i think

revolutionary idea, i know. what will i come up with next

i am so tired

why yes i am extremely unemployed and mentally ill

how could you tell

im a simple girl

i just need spaghetti, functional wifi, access to boopable horse snoots, and to be held by a pretty trans lady and told that its gonna be okay while i sob myself to 13 hour sleep at 1 pm on a thursday

>.<

just came my brains out

turns out all it takes is waiting 119 hours first, lubing the fuck up with spit and thinking about cute girls

still a little lightheaded

oh you speak french? thats so cool

pizza save me

woke up from a very distressing dream to a massive migraine and stubble

what a fucking terrible morning

In a never ending battle with myself

dunno, but i have seen some glitchiness on here today, so maybe

very cute!! ^w^

^w^ of course
you got a nice booty

i liked it!

ȧyꜳ, da skoshin™ sit rꜷn ma pŏschėn
skꜳ sukī lo

i dont like doom posting, but i find i have nothing else to say

its a rough morning

oh wow >.<

that hierarchy of needs diagram but in a levitating sphere up above the pyramid is just "lying my head on a pretty tgirls lap and weeping and then cuddling until i pass out"

kinda cooked with this ngl

drank a bunch of caffeine the other day and had a scare about my heart regarding dizziness, weakness, and persistent brain fog after i got aroused. but i think its more fun to say that my friend is so hot that she turned me on so hard i had heart issues :3 (i genuinely find her this attractive)

being trans online is like [posts a silly joke] [sees news abt government trying to exterminate us] [like funny post by trans friend] [more news about gov wanting us dead] [repost funny joke] [trans friend shares horrible news about insurance issues/sexual violence/abusive family] [sees funny post]

i feel very sad and want attention
unfortunately for me, nobody cares about some gross ass pathetic bitch looking for attention

dunno why my first instinct is to air that publicly, but here we are

my emotional range really is a spectrum between 'you should call me names' (sexual) and 'you should call me names' (sad)

i guess the moral of the story is i suck both literally and metaphorically