hi hi

I miss 2014 tumblr

they should let me set myself on fire in front of every customer who calls me Sir

feeling alive again

I'm addicted to making shitty Commander decks

I've given up a career where I was making 84,000/year because the absolute insanity of it all was killing me . I've accepted I have to restart my life from zero. everything has become so much more peaceful but also so much harder. there's a legacy I've left behind. I just hope this is all worth it

I started a new job finally so I'm much busier than before but I want to find time to go back to streaming. I deleted my twter pages and priv my insta but I do want to keep streaming as a creative outlet and I'll keep posting here :)

trying to really figure out everything out now

gamering

got a supervisor job at five guys. it's definitely not quite where I used to be but at least it's something to stabilize my life a bit ^---^

see you soon LA

I sure hope so

chilling lately

whomst quoted

new tats today

gonna get back on my silly photography bs

Please just anything

deleted my account on the bird app in a manic rage because actual Nazis spawn on every tweet I make. let's see if I keep it that way 👍

gonna start going back to casual streaming on Sunday ^-^ just league ranked and chill to start, hope to see ppl there ^-^

got a little guy on me

hello gay people in my phone life keeps punching me but I will persist

last night was fun

hey

using TCGs to get out more, having more fun being around people again

my body wants to sleep 15 hours a day how am I supposed to do anything I feel so sluggish and empty

I often feel quite shit about myself and how little I get done but I need to remember each action is a step forward.

it's obviously pretty rough still but it beats living out of suitcases for half a year. I still need more organizers but I'm mostly set.

spent most of today trying to organize my room. I've been living with family since June and I've left most of my belongings packed since I still had hope of a job coming in the short term. now that that's obviously not panned out I'm trying to make my space more cozy.

I fell into a really deep depression at the end of 2025 and I'm doing my best to pull myself out of it. Trying to stay accountable and track my progress. It's embarrassing to admit "I need to actually take basic care of myself" but this is where I'm at.

The only way is up and through.

hello, gonna take 2026 to use this site to try and document self improvement and stay accountable.

my main goals are to get my weight back under control, form self care habits, and to get back on mental health grind.

starting kinda from rock bottom so just gonna lock in and do my best 💜