|| a lot of my* lol

|| Hello guys. First of all, sorry for my absence. Health problems came and I'm still getting used to them jsjs 💀 they are requiring a lot of me mental stability and I'm not feeling like rpying but I'm gonna try and be more active. Can't promise anything for now, tho. I'm sorry:/

|| 😭😭😭 plsss

+ he didn't recognized them at first. That would be cool.

|| I remember that when I was watching Black Widow I thought that Bucky would've been around in some of the trainings as The Winter Soldier. I know it is something that happens in the comics so I brought that to my Bucky's headcanons.

So maybe he knew Yelena and Natasha from that time even though +

—He turned around when she said that, and looked at her with disgust on his face.—We were at war, I wasn't supposed to do anything else against those bastards. They were hurting people.

Oh, well, she's a grown up, though. A snowy girl.

+ Um... Thanks.

It's not- —Bucky frowned, because, how could he explain to that woman that it would be strange to be calling his own name around the house when searching for the cat? Ugh. But his eyes widened as he came to an idea, thanks to Taskmaster's brainstorming.—Yeah! Alpine!That sounds great. I like it. +

So I was “destined” for destruction, you say, but you feel sorry about Hydra's crimes? Those were pretty destructive by themselves.—he was controlling his breath very poorly.—I am not destined to whatever you say. This conversation is useless. Goodbye.—then, he turned around to leave.—

So, Izzy. What were you doing around here? Just regular walking? Excuse the questions, I'm making sure everyone around here is okay or hasn't seen anything strange.

Hm. You seemed pretty pleased with the things I did. Those are consequences of what they did to me.—his jaw clenches.—

N- No? It's not that? It's just that I don't see her with that name. Either way that would be weird. She's... So pristine, and pure.

It's a female.

I don't understand what “el michino” means, sorry.

No.

—He hasn't decided the name of the cat yet, by the way.—

—Bob is having another bad moment, great.—

Buckle up, folks.

—He will try to stop him anyway—

I'm sure you know many of my deepest secrets from my teen years.—he smiled briefly—Since everyone seems to know the rest of them.—Bucky muffled.—

Sorry about that, I tend to be intense.—he smiled softly.—

+ but I am specially sorry about your family. We don't have to be friends, and you don't have to forgive me just like that, but... I am making amends with everyone I wronged in the past, and that includes you.

I think I didn't have the opportunity to do this without fighting. But I am terribly sorry about your parents.—he sighed—I... I was a friend of your father back in the day. I just want you to know that if I could, I would undo everything I've done. There isn't a single death that I don't regret, +

No groans and laziness this morning—Bucky said, firmly.—Take some coffee and clear your mind, we have a lot of work to do and we should find a way to organize ourselves to be more efficient.

I read about your doings and help in the FBI—Bucky frowned too.—Don't worry, I'm not from the press, or something. I'm...—how to put it in words—I'm... Barnes.

📱: Yelena

💬: Are you drunk?

💬: Forget that, you definitely are. Where are you? So I can pick you up.

+ Alexei wanna call us, means. One thing that I learned from my shitty past is that it doesn't go away, you gotta learn how to live with it, but it's better that than to let yourself be won by the Void. We all have one.—he softened his voice—Understood?

+ composed and determined, but most of the times I'm not. Not composed, not determined, but sad, anxious, horrified by my own doings in the past 70 years. So, as I was saying, you are not alone, and if you have a problem, then it's our problem. Because that's what “chosen family” or whatever +

—Bucky's face turned serious after listening to Bob's words.—I know where you are. And I know how you feel. Do you know who I was before being a congressman? Then, let me make it really simple to you. No one in this so-called team is mentally stable. Maybe you think I do good because I look +

That's a pretty incredible name.—he smiled softly.—They are safe there. Are things complicated in Wakanda?

I know you're sorry, I'm asking if you are okay.—he insisted, looking up and down at Bob, just to check. Then he relaxed his posture, trying to not look menacing in the best way he could.—... What were you trying to make? Maybe I can help.