i am BRAT, thank u for acknowledging the important distinction

🎵 allll i want for christmaaaas is thiiiis 🎵

Mood: Hypnosis as a way to convey and recieve affection.

had a kinda fucked up hypnosis dream last nite that was clearly about my complicated feelings re: a desire to be controlled vs. the ugly & misogynistic ways the desire TO control is showing up in society rn...but was too busy today to unpack it so just gonna add it to the pile of unexamined things 🙃

also the witches' road song is SUCH a banger, new earworm alert

finally binged agatha all along and now i've a hankering to revitalize my magical practice 🤔

Congrats! 🎉

local hypnosis class is the same night as the HOA meeting that i already committed to (in writing). i am cursed! or at least my calendar is.

went to see a play about serial killing lesbians today! queer art is so healing 🌈💞

i've been struggling with all my control-oriented kinks for months now. it's been kind of hard to parse if it's content-specific or just a general response of feeling less safe in the face of encroaching authoritarianism :(

Fuck the democrats for failing the world this badly and choosing unpopular violent centrism over human decency. Dont point fingers at eachother point it at those with power and those who chose hate. Do what you can for those you can, get organized locally; we can survive this together.

this sportsball game is much too close and @aceshighest.bsky.social isn't even here for me to relieve my stress with hypnotic shenanigans 🫣

rainbow spiral | 64 second loop

#pico8 #postcart (256 chars ~ src in reply)

therapist told me this week that "it sounds like you're really using a lot of executive functioning in your job and maybe having a hard time winding down an overactive mind," and i immediately flashed on the many smutty hypno stories that start out this way.

reader, i am SUCH a cliche. 😩