I’ve been emotionally and mentally everywhere. March is so weird. Today is my dad’s birthday

Do these little things show me that my boyfriend’s feelings for me have changed or am I reading too much into it

I get on my campus and immediately feel astronomical levels of anxiety and depression

Running out of weed means digging up all my old grinders and scraping every last grain of kief I can find into a desperation bowl

Boyfriend buying me shelves to display my boxed dolls :)

Finished setting up my out of box dolls in the new house, I have to find a place to hang up my skulltimate secret lockers

Actually depressing

The only good thing abt my dad having his birthday and dying 3 days apart is how funny all my planners get to be

MDD is so stupid genuinely what reason do I have to feel sad rn

They should invent an end to grieving

This guy next to me is playing terraria

Another full campus day. Should I go mentally insane? Everyone take votes

I miss working next to a smoke shop and being able to walk to get a sneaky little cart. I miss working period, I HAVE NO FUCKING MONEY AND IT SUCKS

It was a secret third thing. I thought the world was ending and i was gonna die because I got my period this morning. I love pmdd and wanting to kill myself for a week every month

LMFAO this is killing me

Nvm I watched episode 5 of this season of bridgerton and I got to see Benedict’s buttcheeks. I’ve been cured

I’m gonna die and my cause of death will be bad vibes

Does my bf not love me anymore or do I have the emotional permeance of an infant

It rlly wouldn’t surprise me, and it would make a lot of my past behaviors make a lotta sense 😔 I don’t wanna self dx tho so for now I’m just ✨special✨

I wish it was acceptable to ask people to stop being stressed out for just an hour so that I could perhaps feel a moment of joy

Probably, but I don’t got the time or money for a therapist to find out so we’ll just never know LOL

I wish OTHER PEOPLE’s feelings didn’t completely alter how I feel

If I get home and my bf comes home grumpy for the 80th day in a row I’m going to kill myself

Done with class but I gotta stay here till 4 fucking pm cause me no drive me needs people to pick me up me gonna kms

My professor has “randomly selected” me to go first 3 classes in a row

Bad news

1.Woke up sad and stressed
2. It’s a critique day in class

It’s been 2 years since that msg and apparently I still have not recovered I’m at a point of wondering if I should have just apologized

Her mom pulled up to my porch as soon as I got off school, high off percs, and proceeded to tell me about how she could predict the future and she predicted I was ruining her daughter’s life by being an “experienced lesbian”. I was 14 and she was 17. Her mom didn’t leave until after I was sobbing

Put a finger down if your closest friend disappeared off the face of the earth for 8 months without contacting anyone and her parents refused to tell you anything about what happened to her so you had to just sit there for 8 months in emotional distress only for her to come back and tell you that