got a 3ds streetpass yesterday 😭 the shock i felt when i saw that green light

oh my god, can these ppl leave usps alone. get a job, stay away from her :’)

i’m not even upset with where i’m at in my own personal life. but it’s the social interactions of non-queer ppl who make me feel like i need to fit this status-quo in order to be acknowledged in the right way.

watched it back in like 2015(?) with my sister. don’t remember a whole lot abt it, but it was a throwback for me, the first time i saw you mention it on vent

having a job where i actually go by my name is kind of terrible. while yeah, everyone uses my name, it just feels worse than if i was in the closet at work. bc my voice and mannerisms throw ppl off. just wishing i would’ve just stayed in the closet, it’s easier that way.

i never know if my thoughts are valid, bc it’s been so long like this. so i wind up deleting them. but there used to be a time when i didn’t dread possibly upsetting someone just bc my own mental health was in the gutter and couldn’t go the extra mile anymore.

and when i slip up? when the weight of everything becomes too much and i can’t be what you sculpted? i’m told i’m a bad person, and then feel like what i feel isn’t valid; so i just need to suck it up and be better—to be this version of me that is barely there.

i just. this is what i meant way back then. there is a certain weight that is carried, and i cannot and have not been able to carry it. i’m on auto-pilot most of the time, and i’ve conditioned myself into someone i don’t recognize bc it’s easier to do what you want than to be my own person anymore.

don’t even say i haven’t tried to talk. i talked about what’s been happening, and you comment on it for a sec then move on to smth else like im just not going to stress abt the previous thing.

i feel like i’m fckin babysitting someone else’s emotions half the time i stg. hey ive had a bad week that’s left me emotionally drained, but i still need to attend to you, otherwise it’s going to cause of chain of problems.

i hate my brain.

my sister worries me. she keeps turning her location off and keeps doing things that feel like it’s leading up to her going back to her boyfriend. like, please come home ☹️

i can’t wait until acnl is supported on pretendo. i liked going to the island or doing the dream towns

pizza sounded so good though 🥲

overestimated my ability to eat rn, and i may have made myself sick again. i hope i feel okay overnight :’)

i don’t think my stomach fully recovered from the last time i was sick. i haven’t had a proper appetite since, and it’s been really easy to make myself feel “sick to my stomach” if i eat past my limit.

feeling sick again :’) just woke up, trying to fight the inevitable, but ultimately succumbed to clinging to my trashcan. awesome.

it has been raining all day, and it’s freezing from this point forward until thursday. and i have to drive to work tmrw. i really wish jobs would close like schools—especially cuz like, it’s costing them more to stay open when barely any customers are coming in

so weird to hear my sister and niece’s voices in the morning 🥹 i’m glad they’re here

i also was just watching this too omg

i just want to protect my big sister like she did when i was young

i like to go to bed in animal crossing before i log off, and i kinda think it’s bc i grew up with wild world where i’d use the sleep save function in the upstairs room

really dislike when customers complain abt our location, as if we aren’t the busiest in this area of the state. like go to one the of the other locations we have in town??? or when they get annoyed that we are abt the close?? like you had all day to come get your stuff bro :’)

why is everyone getting engaged oh my god. when did we get old enough for that stuff 😵‍💫

helpppp😭 i fixed the dumb “gulf of america” on google maps by placing a label on it instead. so as least now i don’t have to see the name when i zoom out

ne ways, i bought a different one just now and i told that other guy he needs to confirm the cancellation for me

literally told me “i thought i canceled it the day you ordered”, but then still hadn’t canceled it himself after that message

ebay seller did not cancel my order even though he sold the item to someone else 🧍 so he made me initiate the refund, but now i have to wait for him to actually confirm it. just waiting for my money to go back into my account so i can buy this thing from someone else.

cannot stand ppl who mindlessly trash on the usps. saw this dude blaming his mail carrier for smth a machine clearly did

my new 3ds is supposed to get here tomorrow, but i hope it’s before i have to leave for work. been raining recently and i don’t want the package to be sitting out in the rain for too long