Iunno if I ate something or if it’s anxiety but I feel like complete shit today..
Posts by Ger Puppy 🌸 🔜 FWA
Sio, an anthropomorphic furry fallow deer with one antler, pointing at a moving truck (uhaul) with a speech bubble saying "I'm moving this month"
I'm moving April 30th!
For those who have been following me, last fall I lost my stepdad and my mum was diagnosed with cancer.
I have always had plans to move back to Ottawa but circumstances excellerated this.
First/last month's rent is paid but the truck is going to cost $600cad 🫠
any oomfies wanna do a shitty doodle art trade...?
:c
Learning to be nicer and accepting of myself and easing up on myself is very hard and I don’t get why but it just feel wrong like I haven’t done anything to BE kind to myself and bleh..
This is gunna a long journey trying to course correct myself…feel like I’ve been crashing for forever now
I’m also going to bed, but I’ll try and remember
Iunno anywhere
Would anyone like to play a game or something with me sometime..?
Or maybe watch some stuff together..?
:c
You’re very pretty c:
You look like the type of person that would be on Snapchat, sending pics saying “ayooo ✌️😔 where da func at?”
I really wanna feel pretty and cute..
it’s super hard to see it in myself..
i miss being able to use my full body ;n;
"Hey I'm over here come sit next to me!" it's nice to sit with others on the train! Happy #FursuitFriday!
📷: @gerpuppy.bsky.social
I’m ok, I’ve had my little breakdown about life already and cried it out somewhat, thank you to the few people who’s been talking with me and helping me ease up on myself a little..
Discovering the apparent very strong possibility I have ADD has been such a thought-provoking, intriguing, and very depressing realization I’ve ever had in my life…
I don’t know what to even say about it.. I feel so validated and seen suddenly, while also making me feel really upset and sad abt life
For the past month or so, I’ve been doing a lot of self reflecting, changing, and working on a lot to help recover my mindset. It’s a lot to do, especially by yourself.. I guess that’s good? Iunno.. I’ve been feeling extremely lonely and exhausted trying to push myself daily… also I may have adhd?
Friend going to FWA:
If you’re wanting someone to follow you around for a bit and get photos of you done and edited, hit me up!
I’m not charging anything it’s for practice ^^
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Please message me on telegram, discord, or x/bsky for any questions or inquires.
Potentially thinking on doing traditional sketches and mailing them as well for a bit more money, prolly $15.
Due to unfortunate circumstances and my job cutting back on hours for everyone acres the corporation, my upcoming checks are gunna be short and this check has left me just enough to make rent and that’s it.
If you would like, I’m offering sketches for $10 each. Currently no limit.
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My white friendly sent me this specifically to me so that means I have to participate and do my due diligence
Also wassup gang c:
I’m a cry baby I’m done whining..
Sometimes it can be managed, and I don’t feel as bad, but it feels like I’m left out on activities with people.
It’s prolly selfish of me to even think it, but I wish people would include me more in things happening.. and I wish to have more personal time with people.. gc’s are so overwhelming..
I’ve been trying extremely hard the past few weeks to ignore the negative thoughts and make myself feel better by doing more and thinking more positively manually.
While it’s helping.. the loneliness is still very much there and present nearly constantly..
*sighs*
One more
Venting But Ima hide it a bit
IRIS NO YOUR SOCIAL CREDIT-
They aren’t anything lewd but in the future I hope I can possibly do fursuiting photo/video for friends or something. Murrsuiting too if possible
I’ve been really getting into photography the past couple weeks.
Would you all care to see my photo work?
I know it’s not my usual artwork, but it’s been something that’s been helping me with feeling more okay than what I have been.. support would be great but I get it if yall rather not
Absol and @wetbluefox.bsky.social
Really sad