I’m stuck in an endless loop of hopelessness and misfortune making me suffer. I don’t know what to do. I need to bring music back to my life. It’s the only thing that helped but the metaphorical storm has been raging for the last 3-4 years and I’ve set music to the side. Time to change.

I’m hanging by the neck, holding on to what seems like a nonexistent dream. Frivolous and fruitless.

Dead And Gone (In Memory Of) [Prod. Boyfifty] A song that's going to be on my up and coming EP/Mixtape. Figured I'd share it now. I'm proud of this one.

Dead And Gone (In Memory Of) [Prod. Boyfifty] by Shadow Alchemist on #SoundCloud
on.soundcloud.com/nQfpPKaU22Jn...

Keep a bottle cold for me my friends, we will hug and smile again some day.

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Wasteland Flow (Saga 1) [Prod. Nxnja] Something new that is a little darker than normal. I decided to make some tracks with no singing like I used to do. Straight forward. I'm also finishing up old songs that are darker and I couldn't bri

Wasteland Flow (Saga 1) [Prod. Nxnja] by Shadow Alchemist
#SoundCloud
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Conversing with demons one journey at a time.

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“Cattle die, kinsmen die,
the self must also die;
but glory never dies,
for the man who is able to achieve it.

Cattle die, kinsmen die,
the self must also die;
I know one thing which never dies:
the reputation of each dead man.”

~Havamal, verses 76-77.

Dead Men [Prod. SketchMyName] My latest EP, this has had a lot of work. Due to events and occurrences in my life it was rough to get the time and effort to work on and finish this project. But here it is. I hope you enjoy!

on.soundcloud.com/nkbwZt6urR7W...

#darkrap #rap #independentartist #sadrap #YearOfTheDemon #theshadowalchemist

#horrorcore #DarkRap

Old but gold. It’s been a few years since Idid this freestyle, but I’m probably going to get back at it again.
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My Whole World Is Crumbling This is a mixtape I decided to make in honor of Suicide Awareness Month. As a survivor and someone who still struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts, this goes out to those who are still going

My Whole World Is Crumbling by Shadow Alchemist on #SoundCloud
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“My whole world is crumbling, my whole world is falling down. My existence is useless, but somehow i still hold this crown.”
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The Legend A song I did with my dude Aequitas from Philly.

on.soundcloud.com/kJTaHpCEYPzd...

First song I ever made, figured it would be fitting for my first post here.
#music #thelegend #theshadowalchemist #rap #hiphop #horrorcore #indie #independentartist