surprise appreciation post!! ha ha suckers! get loved on! still, thank you for kindling a fire I lost.

only you can prevent Forrest fires so please take care of yourselves. 🫂

Thank you all for being a light in my life, from other content creators to followers, friends on discord who have come or moved on, even if some by my own hand. Thank you for existing. you're always more than what you believe to be so don't need to take it from me, just yourself.

Yet, despite it all, I had regrets and still do but even more that that I want to and am pushing to burn away past notions about me for myself to help light up rooms and people when they're looking to put away yesterday, today, or maybe make tomorrow easier. especially myself. TY

I just wanted to be like others chasing after people to be around with to reflect them a little but I was missing too many pieces, and I had a lot of jagged edges some have felt and some who put up with it. sorry and still, appreciate the kindness despite my lack of wholeness...

#vent

I didn't realize how bad my mental health decline was when I started streaming and now having more realizations till now... I was a flaming wreck who burnt others in my own flames of struggle. I still wish I had made better choices for myself+ others yet I'm humbled by it

WE'RE PLAYING MOUSE P.I. ABD FINISHING IT TODAY!

Streaming Now:

twitch.tv/Zyeoh

A chance.

A chance to be your own crutch, pillar, foundation then home. maybe enough at a point to support yourself and even those special to you, that you enjoy being around with. Appreciate the time around others when you can, even as memories, acknowledge yourself. Good Luck!

whether you're just starting off or trying again for the 86th time, keep trying. keep seeing the fun side of the thing you want to chase after that you saw yourself doing, follow your intuition/instincts on your learning to find what works for you.

so don't give up, there is...

#hottake

I hope you know you do matter and you're worthy of the opportunities ahead of you for a better life regardless of anyone or situation.

We can make anything happen despite how some tasks look doable yet the pull of fear & comfort clouds that it could be done in 2-5 mins

I hope to earn enough money in a month+ at best, I just barely got some work despite that, everything is too expensive in the U.S. now but I'll try and donate verified causes for those in dire times, especially in the recent war torn areas. I hope you do find people that can assist you for now. ✨🕊️

that's super cuuuuuuuttttteee~ love it! where'd you get the bag from? :3

M: N/A
T: 9AM PT: 🔍Mouse P.I. - Finish +Etc.
W: N/A
Th: 9AM: 🚂✨Honkai Star Rail - Silver Wolf 999 pulls + Planacardia!
F: N/A
S: 9AM: Wildcard🃏
Su: N/A

Last week was emotional, really LOVED how Amphoreous in StarRail was imperfect yet PERFECT! Super Excited for SilverWolf!^^

STREAM CANCELED TODAY! MOVED TO TOMORROW!
SAME TIME!

(I got caught up in an event offline to support family and I'm going to be busy the whole day, sorry.)

Good night. Sorry, really tired. Keep doing your best too okay and get some rest too. 💪

this year I've been trying to lock in and have been pushing myself to double + tripple check myself on everything to be more consistent so there have been a lot of changes physically, mentally, etc.. It's been painful to force myself to make the changes. It's worth it though.

I'm really really really really tempted to show some stuff

sometimes when you feel you need to remind yourself how awesome you can be. take a look back at your collection of sketches.

even if some are the affirmations, it helps keep you consistent if you're trying to draw and want to carry on the feelings from them, it can help.

Good🍀

even if it means going to visit a small anime/manga shop or gaming/card Mom&Pop even a Museum or small cosplay/furry events. Or watch art streamers and how they set up their comfort zones & look at art/media, try to eyeball it.

keep drawing everyday even if some are affirmations

#hottake

Drawing isn't so hard yet shaping it first off again then sharpening it by reviewing tips does help.

Yet when it comes to losing inspiration go look at art that inspired/s you, that made you look at it like the first time you saw fireworks.

It helps w/ the mind.

#hottake

Autism & ADHD can have people spent on so many years conquering something invisible and even built my own ways of dealing without knowing it and have gone the extra mile for joining groups to learn and share. Outside of that, I wish it wasn't taken w/ falsehoods.

Found this IRL when walking around Hollywood. Loved it! I would've bought one but I'm saving up for a game so yeah.

it's the one piece meal for Popeyes at the one location.

M: N/A - Art
T: 9AM PT - ✨🚂StarRail: Amphoreous 6.&7th Boss Clear
W: N/A - Art
Th: 9AM PT - 🔍Mouse P.I. + 📷Opus: PrismPeak
F: N/A - Art
Sa: 9AM PT - Wildcard 🃏
Su: N/A - Art

What a long week it WAS! EVEN SO!
WE'RE AIMING FOR A CLEAR ON AMPHOREOUS TOMORROW! + NEW GAMES!!!

VEXMLK - Twitch ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦ THE PERFECT ORGANISM . . .

Internet is back, Stream is on now!
@ twitch zyeoh. It will be short because later on we will be raiding Vex_Milk for celebrating her victory over cancer!
If anyone can today and you are streaming give her a raid, her stream starts 6PM ET:

twitch.tv/Vexmlk

There's an Internet Outage since last night but the service now isn't great. So stream is Delayed till 3PM PT.

good! 💪 ✨

it's not cancelled, just had to move it dork! >:3

Stream is moved to 6AM PT Tomorrow! SORRRRYYYY!

I PROMISED AN OLDER GENTLEMAN I'D HELP HIM W/ CLEANING UP!

STILL A 4 HOUR STREAM!

Also excuse any posts of me debating people. I won't do that again and rarely! Sorry, Promise! I'm supposed to be an entertainer first! Trying to.

M: N/A - Art
T: 9AM PT - ✨🚂StarRail
W: N/A - Art
Th: 9AM - ⚾OFF! + Deltarune Ch.4
Fr: N/A - Art
Sa: 9AM - Wildcard 🃏
Su: N/A - Art

Thank you for being patient w/ me, I hope to reward it this year! Aside from that! Took Out Massive chunks of story for Amphoreas & hope to Fin!

I had attachment issues yet I pushed myself to figure out and learn to value myself and others more better so I can really value their space and my time so I don't waste a single moment.

Literally the culmination of my learning and self betterment. And if you do meet people acting assumingly for a while walk away.

they're not worth the metaphorical horse of chance that they rode in on.