I’ve never deleted photos of an ex and I just did it immediately. Fuck him. I wish nothing but the worst

Idk sometimes I think to be known well is overrated. It’s better when people love the idea of you…then they always just think the best of you. Your worth doesn’t feel like it’s hanging by a string where everything you do makes them think less of you

Like wow maybe I do hate him? Lol

Allowing myself to be angry at how I was treated has felt like the kindest thing I can do for myself after being in a long term relationship where I felt like I was constantly muzzling it…

A woman I have a crush on just added me on instagram

When I’m feeling depressed, sometimes I forget that I am an extrovert at heart and really really enjoy meeting new people when I’m happy. Like damn, people really like being around me and I do be lighting up a room like people have said I do

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Live neow with some Discounty

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Alright well…I tried therapy for like two months and I just felt dysregulated and misunderstood.

Soooo has anyone else noticed how infinitely more ambitious women are than men nowadays? I feel like every woman I know is doing higher education or starting their own business and most men I know like…just want to surround their life around a woman…with nothing to offer

Bro I swear I used to actually be really sweet…getting older just feels like it’s made me a worse person

Like I really have never introduced my boyfriend to my friends and felt it went super well

This game really does make you realize modern dating never goes this well

Ok I’m just gonna say it…I think it’s very very weird that a lot of my friends still follow all my exes on social media

I wish there was a nice and not pretentious way to tell men “I’m literally going to school for 5-6 years for this. You are not fucking equipped to understand my work and my dissertation.”

I perused some Love and Deepspace TikToks and I was like “yay a cute romantic game” only to open up a video of a man moaning “just sit on me.”

Downloading Love and Deepspace because a fictional man who’s obsessed with me is all I can handle rn

And women and NB dating just feels way too new for me and I’ve heard the heartbreak is even worse like…no thank you to everyone

The problem I think with even thinking about dating again is that millennial and Gen X men are so libbed up and don’t really align too much in values and Gen Z men just don’t have a plan or stability….

My lil soda pop

Narita showed up and was the GOAT on stream

Going live soon with some Umamasume

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Maybe it’s me being too self absorbed but why the hell are all the songs that have come out this summer breakup songs?? Like I’m not complaining, I just didn’t know we all were going through it

Flirting in chat and getting free skins…I’m back in my egirl era 🥰

Maybe this is immature but I’d rather be in very very short intense relationships for the rest of my life than a long term one if someone is just going to just stop trying

I sang Hot to Go by myself in a bar with a bunch of people I don’t know. I hate singing in public so that means I’m a new level of hot now.

We are now at the Spotify playlist and pet names phase

Why does making bad decisions feel so good?

If there’s one thing about me is that I don’t need to chase shit to find trouble 😅