ganto lang masaya nako e

What breaks my depression streak is being productive. When I'm needed, I feel invigorated with purpose. But the moment the need is gone, I'm back to bedrotting...

I honestly don't know if I'm up for tomorrow. I just had another anxiety attack today. Woke up palpitating coz I don't know where he is or whether or not he's okay.. But I don't wanna tell him.

I just want him to be okay..

My top moments hosting for Cosplay Carnival 2026 ✨ with
@Taotan_cos, @unorthodoxdes, and DJ Sigrid of @sacramusic_jp 🧡

📷 @cosplayph, @arkadymac_com, @otacobitesph

#cosplaycarnival2026 #naruhosts #rubyredcanary #mitsurikanroji #KNY #harle #chronocross

My cosplays for #CosplayCarnival2026 ☺️

#naruhosts #rubyredcanary

I'm starting to realize it just now about the people I used to love.

My next event is on Feb. 21! I am hosting the VERY FIRST Maiden Faire for Otome and Shoujo Game fans in the metro!

See you, ladies and gents at Bayanihan Center, Pasig~

#MaiFairePH #MaiFairePH2026

2 and a half years since we last had our first milestone on Facebook, and now it's time for another! Thank you everybody ヾ(≧▽≦*)o Dis HAPPY-bara is super grateful~ ✨

Follow me ANYWHERE @rubyredcanary. I'm gonna commit to a weekend stream 🧡

#TwitchAffiliate #rubyredcanary #NARUhosts #squeenixheroes

アイドルたち、こんにちは! I am hosting the 4th @aniconph this January 17, 2026! ヽ(*￣▽￣*)ノ

Celebrate all things ANIME & GAME IDOL CULTURE at the grandest annual celebration of the PH idol culture! (‾◡◝) ✨

#AnimeIdolConvention2026
#AIConPH #AICon2026 #AIConPH2026 #rubyredcanary

Going as a humble congoer this time! Let's do this~

#CosMeet2025 #squeenixheroes #sabernero

Just recently signed up to be a content creator for Fansocial PH ✨

Fansocial.app is a platform for content creators to share their artistry and fandom to grow together! 🧡

Thanks for having me! Follow here: fansocial.app/@rubyredcana...

#cosplayer #FansocialAtCosMania #CosplayMania2025

Guess what! I'm hosting at #CosplayMania2025 SPECIAL PERFORMANCES (SP) HALL 🎤✨💃

#rubyredcanary #naruhosts #SPHall #RevolutionizeExcellence #TatakXLNZ #XLNZ #XLNZUprising #ExcelAndSee #ExperienceExcellence

YUP IT'S OFFICIAL! I'm an XLNZ talent 🧡

Glad to be part of the community as an official cosplayer (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

Looking forward to more collaborations with #TatakXLNZ cosplayers 💯

#RevolutionizeExcellence #XLNZ #XLNZUprising #ExcelAndSee #ExperienceExcellence

Definitely a core memory asking the #ACX2025 host team to make a cosplay group (FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER) for #NeonGenesisEvangelion to make sir Roberto, our cph director, smile 🥰

Shinji Ikari - Genre Cordero
EVA01 - Jetty Jetjet
Rei Ayanami - Naru
Asuka Langley Soryu - Just Jill'n

📸 Robert Wong

Head's up! I'm hosting for Anime and Cosplay Expo 2025! See you then, EVAs~ ✨🤖

#ACX2025 #cosplayph #ACX #Evangelion

I've learned to be a better person in a constant state of discomfort.

We've been fighting over circumstances concerning one toxic individual who's already out of our lives. If not for that individual, we would have had a perfect relationship.

𝑪𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒐!

I didn't realize that I've been limiting my world so much on one cosplay studio. Never again!

These past months, I've recently been gaslighted on a very personal experience and I honestly don't even know how I wake up in the morning.

© Likha ni Yna

I just wish I didn't have to constantly make worthless efforts for someone who won't reciprocate. What a waste of time.

March-May 2025 for me

Reaching clarity is so enlightening.🌸

I'm having doubts whether or not I should reactivate my main social media.. It feels so peaceful without it lately.

I've lost 3 pounds this week due to lack of appetite. I guess there's a silver lining for everything.

I've regained some appetite today after so many days of not having any. Yay!

I have yet to find anyone else who is comfortable with my darkness.... Except a handful few.

All my words lately are being used to attack me.. How can anyone act as if things are normal?

I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all.

#ONLiveConPH #ONLiveConPH2025